He said that he loved me…and that he always will, until the end of eternality…However, he didn’t know the truth…At that cold time of my life, I was his…so called "lover"…I didn’t love him…I just used him…to feel loved….He told everyone that we were together, and that we are in love…Person after person asked me…Do you really like him? I told everyone the truth that I didn’t love him, and I was using him, just to feel loved…One rainy, melancholy day…he found out the truth…It was too late, he didn’t love me anymore…but I fallen for him…He was my life, and my love….he still is....Now, I say that I love him…and I truly do…he's so wonderful, and perfect…he just politely says back…I don’t think it would work between us, I know that you don’t really love me...Now, I live my life with regret…and its too much to bare…I just want to die, for he doesn’t love me anymore…
Basically, I really screwed it up with him..I know he really did love me...But now i love him..how can we ever b together again?
2007-03-23 17:23:12 · 10 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
He's really nice....
and he said we can b friends...
but he told me that he thinks it just wouldnt work out..
but i hear sooo much from his friends, that i really broke his heart and he wants me back....hes a really shy guy...but he doesnt know how much misery and regret im going through...
2007-03-23 17:35:51 · update #1
i just wanted to share some of my poetry about him that i just made a few min ago..
As I look out at a misty, foggy ocean…I wonder about what death feels like…Are souls released from this world, full of misery…to end their suffering? Is it a blessing of eternal rest? Or is it a misfortune? When I'm gone, and my soul is somewhere…drifting across the ebony skies…Will he even care if I'm gone? Would he be depressed? Or would he be emotionless? There is only one way to find out, for tonight is the night, that I will breathe my last breath…and as the blood from my wrist drips down…if he was right their, would he stop me from my suicide? Would he just let me die? Or would he save me, and say that one day, he will love me again? I'm going to miss this world, but I'll never miss all the misery, and regret that came with living…Goodbye,….I'll be with you in my eternal rest…
2007-03-23 17:41:41 · update #2
heres more....
As I smile and laugh, I cry in my heart…Everything seems okay, and everything is fine…the world might be a sunny, happy day…but its always misery, and melancholy skies…A laugh, a kiss…all just temporary happiness….a release of how depressing life truly is…for I miss him, and I love him…I would give my life, just to be with him once more…I might smile, and be flirting with every hot guy…but inside, I'm dying…for I have so much regret, all the cheerful laughter and peppiness in the world, can't relieve me from the emotions I'm feeling now…Sadness, misery, pain, regret…just to name a few….For my only release from this world…is cutting…to feel pain…to slowly die…Goodbye…I'll miss you…
2007-03-23 17:42:13 · update #3
just two more...
I just want to sit in the cold, melancholy world...of pain, misery, and despair…Hope creates fake lies, that never will come true…I just want to escape it all…no more tears…a feeling of no emotions…In my heart…its always eternal rain…with ebony, gloomy skies…Everything is so ****** up, I cant take it anymore…Each breath I take, its more heartbreak and torment…There is so much regret in my life, I cant keep holding on…
I'll never be with him again….He is my true love, and I would do anything…just to be with him… For he does not love me, my world is only misery, pain, and despair…I ask myself so many questions…Did he really love me…and if he'll ever forgive me…I have so much regret…I just want to die, for life isn’t worth living…
also, tell mee wat u think about it...lol
2007-03-23 17:42:54 · update #4
This is almost my exact same story..... My ex never forgave me. I basically tried stalking him for a while, and that just made it worse. I tried bagging out his new girl, but he married her. I still hurt. I still wonder what could have been. I still wish I could turn the clock back.
What I did wrong, is I settled. I married someone I didn't fully love in the same way, 7 years later, I hope every day I bump into my ex, and it rarely happens.
You have a chance to find new love. Go to your ex, tell him that for the last time you are going to tell him how you stuffed up. You love him. When you walk away don't look back. Don't call him, don't write to him, don't send him flowers (all the things I did). Spend some time grieving, then as you get your life back together, don't look for someone who reminds you of him. Find someone totally new. Take your time to do this. Mend your heart first.
I know it's hard now. But if you stuff things to badly, you can never be friends again. Hopefully in a few years time, you can at least be friends with your ex. Please learn from my mistakes.
2007-03-23 17:31:38 · answer #1 · answered by Ang H 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
This may sound harsh but you screwed yourself out of a good relationship but that doesn't mean that you can't shoot for the stars to get him back. For starters, all the times you were telling your friends & everyone else that you didn't love him, it was all lies. You were scared to admit that you could love someone. and after he found out that you said you didn't love him, his heart got broken and he felt like a total FOOL. You have to give him time, he will not understand why you said what you said if you do not explain it to him. He is afraid that if he takes you back he will be played a FOOL again and noone wants that not even you. So face what you did and explain to him why you did.
2007-03-23 17:55:23 · answer #2 · answered by ~Sheila~ 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
that's pretty sad... he might won't believe you if you say you love him.. but just let him know anyway.. and show him how sincere you are.. if this happen just recently then I don't think he had fall out from you already.. so, jsut go ahead.. I know it's not gonna be easy but I may say that it's you who trigger that situation..
send him a note.. tell him how sorry you are and that you love him so much.. if it doesn't work and he won't believe you then let it be, accept it light-heartedly.. the important thing is you have let him know what you are feeling right now..
good luck girl..
2007-03-23 17:37:13 · answer #3 · answered by jami... 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I do not feel an ex boyfriend is valued at messing your present dating. Just avoid your ex and aviod extra disorders. You most likely would not find it irresistible if he was once texting and staying in contact along with his ex, so simply do not do it.
2016-09-05 13:59:20 · answer #4 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
This sounds like holly weird, get back to him, go back to all the people that you told that you were using him and ask each of them to go back and tell him that you are sorry and that you made a mistake, and you want him back....good luck.
2007-03-23 17:28:08 · answer #5 · answered by Robots 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
im sorry to say this but you need to move on, you really dont
want to be with him you just like the fact that it over and know
he look good to you, that usually the case when it over
he chase you and know that he stop chasing you, you want
him it normal but you need to be let go and move on.
think about it he was so pefect then why did you play with
his feeling.
2007-03-23 17:30:42 · answer #6 · answered by luckystar 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You learned your lesson to not play games with people. You are going to have to move on, but remember this and treat the next person right and honestly.
Good luck!
2007-03-23 17:30:05 · answer #7 · answered by Raspberry 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
run up to him and hold him and then tell him you love him in front of everyone
im a guy and i wished the girl i liked loved me back. but she doesnt.
2007-03-23 17:50:51 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
place an love letter in the news paper, show him how much you have learned from that inmature experience.
and pray.
2007-03-23 17:28:30 · answer #9 · answered by ups2005 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
too bad...the first mistake you did was telling everybody that you dont love him...
2007-03-23 17:27:38 · answer #10 · answered by Ms. M 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋