I am 19, have a lot of disease, should I suicide?

Question

I am not a disable, I am just very weak. All my body parts have problems. I will make other people lose time and money for me, I can't do anything to the society, absolutely nothing (because I can't sit long with my back, can't read long with my eyes...).
I think that I am like an useless laptop which comsumes electricity for its own suffering.

Answer 1

You are still of value as a human being. People love you and to commit suicide would be extrmely selfish of you.

Stick around, it will get better.

Answer 2

I'll tell u a secret.

u know, all your sufferings - all of them-can be healed.Yes.I do not say that all your diseases can be cured but it can be healed.

There is a difference between curing and healing.
A cure is the change in condition but....

Healing is the change in the way u deal with that condition.
Don't think that u are useless.U look over your problems with a different attitude.And try to "heal" it. It all depends on you.
For instance,u have a condition such that u r not able to sit for long, then u simply decide firmly that this problem is not going to interfere with something u want to do, and u go ahead! Soon u will realise that u are having the problem but u r not suffering because of that. Then u find that u r not weak!!

This is what is meant by "healing" without "curing".
Often such healing produces a cure.

Finally I would like to convey this to u that your family loves u. Don't ever think to commit suicide. And just try what I have told u...........
All the best.

Answer 3

You know, in a racecar, there is a very powerful motor. And the frame has to withstand hard crashes, so it is very strong and well engineered. But those things are useless without some very small gears, which put drive to the rear wheel. Without it, the car will not move.

You deem yourself, "useless", but I assure you my friend, you are not. You are that small gear that is so badly needed.

I want to say, that I am very sorry for your pain and I pray that God relieves you of that pain and heals you.

You know, there are alot of people who suffer chronic pain. And many suffer disease. And sadly, most of them suffer alone. Wouldn't it be a good idea if you got with those who also suffered, as you do, and you all could support one another, and be there for one another? If you are destined to live in such pain and go through such hardships, wouldn't it be better if you all did it together? There is nothing more hurtful than going through something difficult, all alone. You could do that, my friend. You need it, and so do others.

Your life is not pointless or worthless. God did not make junk, my friend. You're here for a purpose, even if it may be for a short time, or in a limited capacity. You're a very special person, and if you were to take your life, this world would be a much worse place. We're so much better off having you here with us, than not being here with us at all.

Please, remember that you have value, and you have worth. You're not sapping the energies and resources of others. Some people consider it a privilege to serve others who are in need. Please don't take their service lightly, but thank them.

I beg you to re-consider taking your life. You're so much wanted and needed here. Please think that over.

Prayers to you.

Answer 4

Dear friend, from your question, I believe that your disease are actually in your brain and not in the body. And, that you think too much about physical problems rather than ways and means to overcome them. Self pity is not gonna help.

Suicide: Can you guarantee anyone- especially yourself- that your suicide attempt will be successful? If you botch it up, you will have added a whole new set of problems- both psychological and physical- to your existing woes. So, just dont even think of taking your own life. Imagine the sorrow you would cause to your family and friends? Would you like them to remember you as a coward who decided to abandon the battle of life and betray them? Surely, you are more stronger than that.

Dont think of what you CANNOT do. Instead, focus on what you CAN do and what you are best at doing. Working long or doing something for a longer period of time does not necessarily mean it is of benefit to the society. Even a short but high quality work can work wonders and bring cheers to your life and that of others.

A useless laptop doesnt consume power. The owner has to switch it on and USE it, for electricity to be consumed. And why would the owner use it...if it were useless? The laptop doesnt suffer. In fact, it is faithfully and silently serving its owner and fulfiling the purpose for which it was built- DESPITE whatever limitations it has- such as outdated operating systems or technical flaws.

Similarly, you too need to stand up and look at how best to serve your purpose in this world, regardless of whatever "technical flaws" your hardware and software have.

And modern medicine is so advanced that there will be some cure for your medical condition. You just need to wait and allow the medication and treatment to work- if you are taking it already.

Nothing in this world is useless. Not even **** and pee. They are also used fertilizers in some countries for growing crops.

So, stop thinking of yourself as useless and thinking too much about your medical and health condition. Instead, focus on setting up a realistic goal that benefits you and others around you and work towards achieving them in whatever resources and time you can afford.

Remember- you are still precious to a lot of people around and seeing you depressed and gloomy will make them feel depressed too.

Answer 5

No! You need to write a book about your life. That would be a great contribution to society, as there are lots of others out there just like you who could benifit from your experience and knowledge of what you are going through. Be strong be a fighter, don't give up! I'll be praying for you as should everyone of us who has read or answered this question.

Answer 6

Suicide is not the answer. You have family and friends that would be deeply hurt if you were to do that. Let them know that you are feeling this way. You will have their support. I'm sure that it has been hard for you but please don't give up. Talk to someone close by about how you feel. There are support groups for whatever it is you have and they are free. Go to church if possible or have a pastor come to see you at your home. They wouldn't mind at all. Just phone any church. You don't have to be a member. God bless.

Answer 7

No, you obviously do have something to offer. You made me stop and think. You have insight into suffering, use it. Do not worry about wasting peoples time and money. I'm sure they would rather spend time and money on you than find you dead and gone forever. There are many people in our world who seem like they have nothing to offer society, but they offer something very important, you can offer something that no matter how sick and weak you are you can deliver and that is love. Please reconsider and look At yourself more deeply... you will find meaning.
By the way your laptop analogy was very poetic...see, there's one thing you can offer.
- Peace, love & health to you

Answer 8

I'm dealing with sort of the same problem, but my beef is with the polygynous Johnson race, except for blacks with the same name. It just sucks because none of this is your fault, and anyone who says you're selfish at all has obviously not ever been in your shoes or even wanted to buy any like yours. Dr. Kevorkian is getting out on June 1st, and though I like living there comes a point where the game of life is pointless.

Answer 9

No! you're a valuable person. Learn to love yourself. There's something that your good at! Maybe you cant do "normal" things by yourself but that doesn't mean your useless. You should search within your soul and find that special thing that your good at. Maybe you are funny and make people laugh, or your good in arts, i dont know, whatever that is you mean something very special to the people around you!


be strong!
=]

Answer 10

holy crap, when i read your question i was like did i write that. i feel like that all the time. I'm physically sick, and i have a little bit of the ocd thing well a lot, it sucks. i don't know what else to say, i would really like to talk to you. i don't know what else but i do have some information that might help, things aren't as bleek as they may seem.
hope you feel better.