should i feel this way?

Question

Im a little depressed and i want to know if i am right to feel this way. My aunt died of breast cancer in september and that affected me. I have never had a girlfriend and the ones that i like end up going out with me for one date and says that there is no spark. Im failing college, and if i dont pick it up i will get kicked out. This girl that i really liked ended up liking my best friend, which really hurt me. My best friend didnt go out with her because of me. He is the only thing threw all of this that has kept me going. On his f-ing birthday i got really drunk and i threw up in bar and we got kicked out, he says he isnt mad but i no he is. I feel really bad and now here i am alone, with no one to talk 2, because my friends from highschool have stoped talking to me, and college, well im only taking to classess and so far no friends. He was the only friend i had and i feel like ive lost him because of my stupidity. What should i do?? i cant loose him as a friend.

Answer 1

Talk to your friend and tell him that his friendship means everything to you and that you need him to be more supportive in your time of grievance.
I'm sorry to hear about your aunt.