ok: it's like this. none of my friends or family no i use this drug, they would be so ashamed. that is why i am here on yahoo answers- becasue you're all anonymous, and you can't get mad at me- you're strangers, so i can tell you anything, right?
I don't know what to do. what do you do? i dont even know if i want to stop. i should, i know. and i don't think it's cool or anything (if i thought it was cool i'll tell everyone at school). i got caught up with the wrong crowd.
but now they have left me, my user-friends. and they dont supply me with any more cocaine, and i think i may be suffering withdrawl symtoms, i dont know. i cant concentrate at school because i want some. i have resorted to asking strangers in the street who look dodgey (like big issue sellers) if they can supply me. this is dangerous and stupid i know!! but i am desperate. men try and take advantage too, but i dont let them.
and im not a stupid chav either. i like reading and writing, and horseriding and stuff.
2007-03-20 06:31:24 · 6 answers · asked by carl barat 2 in Society & Culture ➔ Other - Society & Culture
Two words Narcotics Anonymous. I am a recovering addict. I know your pain and self loathing. No one uses cocaine without becoming addicted. Lab rats when given a choice between cocain and food will starve to death. It is a horrible existence, you will eventually do things that you would never imagine to get the drug. You already lie(Friends family). You will start out by becoming a "girlfriend' of a supplier then eventually you will realize that the jump to prostitution isn't that far. Please do the next right thing before it takes you to its inevitable end: Jails, institutions, and death.
I know you are chasing that first euphoric high and it is harder and harder to get. Email me lets talk.
2007-03-20 07:10:31 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
Addiction is serious, I've used cocaine a few times, although I can't help you because of that, I've never been addicted to it. I never liked it. I never got hooked on it.
Although I did smoke cigarettes for nearly a decade and quit cold turkey.
You have to have it decided in your mind that you don't want to do it anymore. You will still have thoughts about it daily, for maybe a month or 2, but they go away in time. You have to find other ways to occupy your mind so that you don't think of the drug.. I can't give advice on ways to do this because you have to figure out for yourself what takes your mind off of the drug. You cannot allow yourself to relapse, Stay away from things that encourage you to do it. If this means not going out to party for a month or 2 or hanging with certain friends then don't do it. If you do have a relapse though, don't let it discourage you. You have to be dead-set on quitting, once you've quit you will realize what i'm referring to. I tried to quit smoking cigarettes 1,000 times it seemed like but the last time was so different because deep in my heart I honestly just did not want them anymore. You have to be honest with yourself. If you still want the drug then you might want to seek professional help. Or find other means of encouragement to help you quit. If you are not strong enough alone seek the help of others. As you have already done. The words here can only help so much though, we arn't around to console you and help you more emotionally though the process. No matter what you decide to do, good luck. I have known people hooked bad on cocaine b4, it's never easy to get over an addiction.
2007-03-20 13:54:41 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
please get help. you need to have the support of your family. let them know what is happening.
try a 12 step program.
cocaine is addictive. intelligence has nothing to do with making a mistake and getting involved with drugs.
you can only go forward. now you know that you can not indulge in drugs or alcohol because you probably have an addictive personality.
you are better off without you user friends. you are at a turning point because you are aware of what is going on. now is the time to get help and turn your life around.
2007-03-20 13:47:21 · answer #3 · answered by marciasiegel2004 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
if you are sufering withdrawl symptoms they only last for a week or two drinking lots of water and eating candy and choclate helpes to, and yes you are right the best thing to do is stop using cocain but if you dont wana stop then just make sure you keep yourself well supplied and dont use to much in 1 day and keep your dosage very stapple all the time, if you use 2 -3 grams a day keep it like that and try reducing it now and than so your body does not get used to it.
2007-03-20 13:42:46 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
I would talk to your parents and get into rehab. Better to face the problem now while you may be able to stop it.
Reality, there is no exact lethal dose. You can snort 3 lines a day for 5 years and one day> bam, your heart stops
You say you are smart, so prove it, leave the stupid sh!t alone
2007-03-20 13:39:19 · answer #5 · answered by ? 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Suzie....I'm not a user but you sound way too young to consider yourself an addict. School?
You sound like a Sloan.
Don't seek it out......do the withdrawal. Consider this. You're a teenager right? My brother-in-law has a terminal illness and he's ONLY 55. If you want to throw your life away being cool, can he have it, please?
Be strong. Kick it into touch.
2007-03-20 13:41:26 · answer #6 · answered by lou b 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋