about the latest 5 years of your life, what would it be?
2007-03-12 23:10:37 · 22 answers · asked by ♫Pavic♫ 7 in Entertainment & Music ➔ Polls & Surveys
Since youve just asked i might as well spill it cuz thast wat ive been doing all night. ok curious one...
5 years ago my family was together..my father gambled our lives down the drain was involved in some mob bullcrap my mother couldnt take anymore of it and split, i lived in florida for 4 months i made amazing friends and found people that made me feel like i was me, sad thing is i never realized it until i moved back the 4th month to live with my father...my brother came with me while my sister lived in NC with her husband serving the country. everything has been one giant downhill race since...i wish i stayed, so many days i thought about it...and didnt know what to do. someone tried to kill my mother in florida, yet i still dont know if it has to do with my father or the people he works for...ive been dating a girl for 4 years...she cheating on me when i was in florida but it wasnt a big deal we wernt together for too long so i forgave her it was just a kiss. or so i know of. i still have trust issues with her..maybe i should have told her to **** off..infact i might still be in florida and happy if i did...my uncle who my mom worked for might i say was the devil and forced us to change...which made us move. after jumping from apartment to apartment with my brother and dad, he bought our old house back..now sitting in my house my brother bent on a suffucating relationship my sister who now lives with me getting a divorce from an ex-marine who is slightly crazy, a father who is involved with some deep ****..i stick out like a soar thumb...its funny how many choices i could have made in my life...but i ignored them thinking it would all get better...you've got perfect timing because it was exactly tonight i woke up and realized that ive had it with the fighting and the fuked up situations i unintentionally put myself into.
now i have no money in my bank, my parents used it to save the house from forclosure...they sold the house anyways....i have no car i reley on a selfish brother to get around , good thing i work with him or i wouldnt have money or a way to get there...i had to get my GED because i fell into such a bad depression i wouldnt go to school, my family never motivated me to go but only put me down about it...thus feeding my sorrow...i wish i could change alot within these years...infact i might be living better..but what i learned tonight,is that no matter how bad it gets...it could always be worst, yet i am thankful i am miserable, i have no roads on my map and i have no sense of direction in my life as of now. i wish i planned things out, i wish i could change the fact that i waited around sitting here while life kept going, as of now im scared to death because i am so far behind in life...my dreams and goals seem so far away because of that...but if it wasnt for my loss of luck in life...i wouldnt be the person i am today, ive seen things i wouldnt never have seen, and dealt with things which have made me so much stronger, im hangin from a rope above the ground..and im cutting myself down tonight.
what you read is what i could have changed....but as of now..i wouldnt change the things in my life...because ive took a shot at this thing called life. and for now it is alright...i can start fresh knowing im not holding it in anymore...thanks for wondering..because ive been wondering all my life when the right time to make a real change is...and that time is now not 5 years ago....
sorry for spilling so much, ill clean it up in a minute =)
~Alex
2007-03-12 23:32:45 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
I would have searched for a job in my field right since college years and wouldn't have attended stupid ones that didn't fit my personality. I would have attended some more courses (foreign languages maybe) and I would have gone out more to make more friends and be more sociable and open person.
2007-03-13 07:47:56 · answer #2 · answered by DreamGirl 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Started school in the major i switched into....(could've finsihed college in 3 years doing that....now i'm going on 5.5)
Probably also gave up on a girl i knew was a lost cause then, but kept going for her for some reason.
Not brought that bowl home that i knew i should've left in my dorm.....so my mom wouldn't always think i'm high when i don't answer my fone.
Thats about it..
2007-03-13 06:58:47 · answer #3 · answered by My name is not bruce 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
More exercise!! I would have joined the gym right then and already have the body I wanted by now. I had more energy 5 years ago too!!!
2007-03-13 06:51:13 · answer #4 · answered by Pamela 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Start my business 5 years earlier.
2007-03-13 06:13:22 · answer #5 · answered by Vintage-Inspired 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I wouldn't of dated my last boyfriend who destroyed five years of my life, and I wouldn't have dropped out of school when I was 16. I'm studying for the GED now, and I feel like crap when I fear I won't pass.
2007-03-13 06:14:41 · answer #6 · answered by Konjo Nashi Pirate™ 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
oh about 1 year ago i nearly died as a result of a reaction to some common cleaning chemicals used right but not good for me . i nearly died. i went to the hospitail and was fixed . i should have stayed where i was and died.
2007-03-13 06:15:42 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Yahoo! Answers - Leaderboard.
2007-03-13 06:31:35 · answer #8 · answered by Mr.Brahmbhatt 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
My job I hate my job but I need the money to keep my house and my other bills. I just want a job I enjoy more.
2007-03-13 06:16:02 · answer #9 · answered by MJane21 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Well, I would have loved to travel the world because I always have, but...I can still do that right here ;)
2007-03-13 07:05:57 · answer #10 · answered by Anashuya 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
The 3 years I did heroin. Been clean a year now and its AWESOME!!!
2007-03-13 06:13:41 · answer #11 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋