Ive lived my life being a good person & not harming anyone but trouble always seems to find me. As a kid i was bullied real bad straight up until i left high school, I've never been a violent person but Ive been forced to fight or take a beating pretty much all my life.
I even refused to have friends because so much have betrayed me. but still i get hurt!
Everyday i deal with my bad memories, its like they haunt me. I thought after school everything would be different but its still the same and only getting worse, i even got beat up yesterday by two guys, what was i doing? i was sitting on a wall and two guys come over and start calling me **** and i tell them to get lost then im all beat up.
All this crap is driveing me crazy i dont even wanna live no more cause it just doesnt stop!
So i dont know what to do? why do people hate me? why has my life been such bull ****?
I really wasnt sure where to put this so sorry if its in the wrong category.
2007-03-11 01:25:22 · 2 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Other - Society & Culture
You say that you don't want to live- please seek professional help! Please do not end your own life- you cannot imagine how devastating suicide is to those who care about you! As for the bullying- I am very ashamed to admit that I used to be one. I felt so bad about myself, that I just wanted to strike out at others so they would feel bad also. Next time someone starts to bully you, ask them this: "what has someone done to hurt you so badly, that you want to hurt me to try to make yourself feel better?" Maybe this will make them stop and think about what they are doing. I used to pick on people who appeared "weak"- so hold your head high, and pretend you have alot of self-confidence. Soon, you really will start to feel more self-confident (it really works!) and will be less of a target for these people. I'm so sorry this is happening to you. Hang in there.
2007-03-11 03:23:36 · answer #1 · answered by Susan H 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
The people who are bullying you know nothing about you. They have chosen you as an easy target, perhaps because they saw someone else bully you before, or perhaps because you are different or better than them in some way. No matter what they do to you, just remember that they are attacking you out of ignorance. It does not mean that you are in any way inferior. Stay strong inside and be patient. If they ever grow up they will be quite embarrassed by their behaviour. If you can talk to a teacher about this, it may help. I know it's hard to do that, and you're probably afraid it might make things worse, but really, if you're getting beat up every day how can things be any worse? Tell your teachers, tell your parents, make their lives as hard as you can. And above all, don't take anything they say personally, because they really don't know you.
2007-03-11 09:53:12 · answer #2 · answered by Professor Plum 3 · 2⤊ 0⤋