A Being that is always present I see?

Question

Ever since about 1998, I have felt a presence in my house, any house I've lived in, it's in others houses too. I can see it in my head but not with my eyes. It's here now. My cat noticed it one time and we both looked up at the same moment when it popped in. It is about 6 1/2 to 7 ft. tall. I wears like a monk looking oufit. it has a hood on and i can't see it's face, it is light grey.
Now here is the weird part. It is non-threatening, it just is always there. i feel like it always has been, always will be. when ever someone from my x-husbands family is about to pass, about 2 weeks before their death, it turns a dark grey. it has happened like this around 8 times like clockwork.
honestly, not making up a story. I moved to Wisconsin and i sat on my bed one day and there were tons of those shadows all over my walls in my apartment. different shapes and sizes. i was overwhelmed and began to cry. 2 weeks later 911 happened.

also, i happen to be a very lucky person as in being saved from harms way. not lottery lucky. i also had 2 prior suicide attempts with a loaded gun before getting diagnosed with Bi-Polar and getting on medication. the first time i pulled the trigger and the gun jammed, the second time on a separate occasion i pulled the trigger and the bullet fell out of the side chamber. only by the hand of God am i still alive. i thank God for saving me now that my mind is straight, i would never do that again.
do you think that being might be a Guardian Angel, because it is everywhere I go just standing there silently and patiently.
by the way, my husband and children know i'm not nuts because it happened to many times right on the money.

By the way, i have felt this presence with or without medication and yes, i have told my Dr's about it, they didn't say i was crazy. and no, i know i am not immortal, if you read it correctly it says i would never do such a thing again.

Answer 1

You are not nuts...You need to connect with others in the
Spiritual Metaphysical communities, who are not nuts either
but who minds are open to the truth within this universe.
The form you see (in your 3rd eye =minds eye = souls eye)
is your Guide.....an advanced soul that is a teacher trying to
help you awaken in awareness. Guides are seen in this way
as they are what we think teachers are to look like.
Ask this being to introduce themself to you. Ask them where
they would like the two of you to begin your relationship. This
is another soul, just one on what we call the otherside. Or where we all go when we are not incarnated in physical to
learn our leasons in evolving to become enlightened beings.
To further your understanding
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Answer 2

Thank you so much for sharing this. I too have the feeling that I am never alone and that my life is blessed by a constant presence. For me it is more a feeling than a visual and without premonitions of future events but real enough just the same for your accounts to have a ring of truth to me. I would say God bless you, but I suspect he all ready has.

Answer 3

First, don't mention your bipolar with this story. People will mistake it as Schizophrenia, which cause hallucination. I would mention it to your doctor, just in case its a medication problem.

That said, the spirit goes by different names. You might consult someone about it, so you wont offend it. In Ireland, if its female, it would be a Banshee. She comes to foretell death . I forgot what it is called in other cultures, but it exist in about all of them. I believe that in some, if you see the face, it would be the face of the person about to die.

Answer 4

If you are on any antidepressants it can be responsible for making you feel as if you can see something of nothing. Postpartum depression can also be a factor in what you see and experience. Small epileptic seizures are known to cause strange visions in many individuals and it is party responsible for feelings such as deja vu. I feel it is best advised you go see a therapist, since these "events" have been persistent. Just because you avoided suicide in two instances I hope it doesn't make you feel as if you are immortal.

Answer 5

Whether you believe in "God" or what have you, you're a seer and he's like a guide. He's the "manifestation" of your ability. Basically, it's your ability personified. Of course he's benevolent because you seem to be. Don't be afraid of it.

Regardless of what some people may say, you have a very special and rare gift. You should celebrate it.

Answer 6

You need to write these things down in advance, and give them to an independent witness. Then you will have correlation, and may be on to something.

Unfortunately, at the moment, the majority of people will just write you off as a "post event prophet".

Answer 7

First you have to identify if the presence is demonic, even a demonic presence can be nontreatening:I think is a demon.
http://christianblogs.christianet.com/1138793779.htm
http://www.prodigalsonmagazine.com/walk/2006/03/can_demons_be_ghosts.php
http://www.spiritualcuriosity.com/curiosity/spirit_enc.htm
8 = manifest, reveal, die, death, or new beginning,
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