what disturb you the most about yourself>?how can you change that aspect?

Answer 1

I hate that I'm content to stay locked up in my house, only going out when I need to, plucking away on my computer.
It started when my son commited suicide in July 2005.

I'm not sure I want to change it...not yet. Thats why I'm content. I will need to do alot of talking about why I'm content to stay inside.To my therapist and support group.

Answer 2

I don't like being unable to open up, take jokes nor make a fool of myself. I know that it's the result of years of verbal, psychological and emotional abuse. It effects me sexually as well. I was ocstracized for twelve years at school for disabilities I acquired at birth. My sister and father as well ridiculed me. For 27 years, my sister, 35, has been trying to make me jealous of her because she is of me. She has assumed that since she's the one with no disabilities, she would be the favorite despite her narcissism. Since '80, she has competed with me for our father's love and she feels threatened by me. She feels her expensive gifts to him and our mother makes her better, but she feels she comes short. Actually, I won with competing. I don't care for the love of a bigot.
Well, I don't know how to get through it. I did meet a man last month. I will glad to see him again. I hope there comes a day when I can be calm.

Answer 3

i dont talk much and thats disturbing me alot lately- more than usual, because its like walls are closing in lol or something like that... i think im jealous of everyone else for being interesting and having something to actually Say... im a good listener and i hate it :--) i hate it so much that i just want to be left alone with myself and silence * but another part of me doesnt want that at all- ish...
woohp..- know me lol

Answer 4

Its not what disturbed me its what used to disturb me the most.My attitude and how did i change that aspect? i matured over the years,how do i know that? my inlaws attitude towards me:) i feel better bout myself now.