some sort of wierdness happening?.....?

Question

Okay i don't know what is going on wiv me but here is what is happening 2 me

i am jealous alot

i feel fat and ugly

i put down myself and other people

i can't get over the past

i want 2 starve myself and i do

i scream and scream my lungs out

i want to die but i don't want 2 die

i feel useless

i feel like i can't do anything

i feel guilty or i feel like i am doing something real bad when i eat or i sit on a bed or the floor or when i use the computer

i feel like i'm hogging the house

i feel like i use people

i regret most things i do


HELP! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???? DO I HAVE A DISORDER? PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS REALLY WRONG WIV ME?????????
CAN U PLEASE HELP ME???
A WEBSITE WOULD BE HELPFUL!

THANKS A BUNCH!

please answer at the best u can

i am 11 years old

my mom also has depression and she has a bipolar disorder so that might also be it i'm not sure though

my guardian that lives wiv me hits me, pulls my hair, makes jokes about how funny i look, calls me ugly and this other girl beautiful, calls me fat, swears at me, tells me she hates my guts and other stuff
that might also be because of her =(

also

i am always tired

Answer 1

sounds like ur going through some sort of depression...

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Answer 2

I went through a phase where i felt like that allll the time. I believe pms is somthing that is close to non-existent and if you have any self control or se;f respect it should not affect you and when pms is blamed i find it to be a put-down. So its not pms Anyways.

Just hold your head high, go on long runs alone, find a hobby that you love and can excell at and look forward to for me it was horsebackriding, tell yourself you are beautiful, put on makeup and a cute dress and dance your heart out, join a club, meet some new and different and exciting friends, talk about your problems, and get a hug lmao :)

The only problem is in your self confidence. Nothing is wrong with you.

Sorry if i sound O.D. corny but truth is... that is the truth.

Answer 3

You don't have a disorder.

You may be having pms therefore not feeling well, and obviously aren't happy with body images. But you shouldn't shove off your bad feelings and blame them on someone else or a disorder. You alone control how you feel and how you look. Instead of 'starving yourself', diet and a exercise to actually get something done. If you regret things you do, then think before you do stuff and maybe you won't. If you feel like you're doing something, then chill out and stop doing it.
Everybody in the world has lows when they don't feel good and think everything is so terrible, but in reality, so many people are so much worse off. So there's nothing wrong with you except your not taking the blame and doing something about it.
So if you are actually concerned about your well being, take it into your own hands and don't put it on other people. Good luck.

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If your mom is Bipolar, you have an increased chance of getting it, but usually you would've already been diagnosed with something like ADD/ADHD/OCD also, so you're probably safe from that. And if your eleven, chill out seriously, grow up and learn to handle responsiblity.

Answer 4

I wouldn't say you've got something like an eating disorder. Personally to me it sounds like you might either be bipolar, or are suffering depression. Your best bet would be to talk to your doctor or try and get in to see a therapist so they can make a proper diagnosis. Your life may also just be cathing up with you and because of it its causing you go go through all these different emotions. Or it may even just be how PMS hits you (before, during, and a few days after)

But your best bet would be to talk it out with someone who's got the absolute know how.

Take care hun :)

Answer 5

i think it's depression. i think i've gone through that when i was young, maybe within your age. it's maybe going through puberty make us feel that because of the changes in everything, i mean, our bodies, our surrounding, how people treat us, etc. etc. etc. i think i would be better in time. just wait but in a few month or years if it doesn't go away i think you need psychological attention. because it may lead you to hurt yourself or something. i'm done with that and i also experienced cutting myself. and also to the point that i'm suicidal. please talk to someone you could trust like your mother or school counselor.

Answer 6

Sounds like depression,confusion,low self asteem.We all get stressed.Sitting on the bed or floor to use the computer?Thats ok.You worry too much.

Answer 7

Sounds as though you are suffering from depression. If you are in school, talk to your school counselor. You should also talk to your parents about your situation, maybe they can get you some professional help. Don't let this go untreated. People who suffer from depression and do not get any treatment are likely to commit suicide. Please seek help.

Answer 8

you are one very hurt person and very down on yourself
you have signs of

depression,anxiety,jealousy,suicidal,bi-polar,fearfulness
you should make an apptointment with a Dr as soon as possible to help you get on meds. that will take these feelings away and give you a reason to be happy again

Answer 9

Well, you might be suffering of clinical depression.

However, what you can do is FIND SOMETHING that will keep you busy at all times, and that you enjoy doing.
Also, surround yourself with as many amazing people as possible.

Answer 10

sounds like good ole depression, and it totally sucks! you should talk to someone about this, sometimes it requires help that you just can't give yourself.