I have serous problem bout my self-esteem?

Question

I consider myself bad looking all the way, though friends say i look good.

I can't face up to people, looking them in the eyes when i gossip with em cuz i know their attention is on my face and that makes me wary if they're thinking how bad i look.

I'd lower my face and shun away from their eyes that makes me nervous.

I really care about how people think i look from any gesture i pose or angle of my face.

I think only if i'm pretty that i can make friends with the person i like.

I have had commited suicided twice when i'm so desperate ,so tired of my looking.. so tired of the anxiety i'm dealing with.

I'm not happy at all, i wanna say goodbye to you all.

Answer 1

you are beautiful, no matter what they say!
words can't bring you down!
cause you are beautiful, in every single way!
yes, words can't bring you down ohhh noooo!
so don't bring urself down today!!!

seriously, why are you being so down on yourself? people in africa are dying of STARVATION, girls in india are being forced into slavery, and you're worried about your LOOKS!? Your life is NOT hard compared to the millions of people living in poverty and slavery in 3rd world countries. get over yourself.

seriously, you need to stop focusing on your looks or else you'll never be happy. and, don't kill yourself that's just stupid. what's that going accomplish? You'll just be... dead. You'll have wasted your whole life simply because your facial features aren't EXACTLY right. you need to straighten your life out, see a counselor, and realize how good life really is.

Answer 2

This is apparentely a very serious problem that needs immediatel attention. You mentioned that your friends said you looked good; in this day and age if you looked as bad as you said you did you probably wouldnt have any friends or anyone that would want to be seen with you. So that tells me you're the only one who sees yourself this way. . Being pretty is not going to give you what you need in order to help you. there are a lot of beautiful and pretty people out there but the most beautiful comes from with in your heart. You have no self esteem nor confidence left and for that reason you have attempted suicided twice, and in all honesty the way you ended your question I wouldn't second guess it, that you were thinking about it again. I don't know if you still live at home, but how could a parent not have a 24 hour watch on you? Even though you might not communicate your feelings, you attempted to take your life twice. There would be no question, if I was your mother, I would handcuff myself to you 24/7 to make sure you were alright and to get you the help you needed. And if their are no parents their is help avaliable. I will tell you that a tradagy happened in my life where I too lost the will to live. I also attempted suicide. I lost every person that I loved and the pain and saddness that I experienced from that loss I didn't believe the human heart was that strong to endure that much pain. There's different circumstances and situations but pain and saddness are the same. No matter how bad it is, there is a solution. And I quarantee you if you put the effort into it you will come out of it. I don't care if it comes from plactic surgery or therapy you tell someone, you ask for that help. You took the time to ask all of us. Now, you have to ask what is most important to you, and that's yourself.

Please

Answer 3

Remember all the perfect people in the world isn't perfect.Love yourself and the good things about you I've never met you but I can tell by your writing skills and personality I'd like you and I'm sure theirs a lot of others, just give people chances.I know their is cruel people in the world but we all just have to learn to ignore them.Please talk to someone before trying to commit suicide god wouldn't forgive you for that.You can always make friends on the internet look we don't know you and we're here for ya.You take care and keep in touch I don't have enough friends,I could always use more you can im me.Good luck!

Answer 4

i have the same problem. i have a disfigured head,i have been laughed at and humiliated by both men and woman,but I'm still here. i have come to accept the fact no matter how much people might laugh,point fingers or mock me,it will not change the way i look.take a good look a yourself,if you are receiving compliments from your friends,you are probably being too hard on yourself.

Answer 5

dont be foolish everyone has a certain beauty about themselves just have to find yours

Answer 6

Are you serious? You need counseling, girl. Please, I encourage you to do so, ok? Good Luck!

Answer 7

you are pretty ,your mind is pretty....you need counseling soon....