In short, im 18 & a sr in hs & want to leave hs w/2 months left & want to leave my mark before its over, & want to be remembered well. basically, ive gotten into my own bubble in a few classes & want to change it. im known as someone who likes to fool around & joke, but shy in class. in middle school, i talked a lot more in class, & in frosh yr, but by soph yr i got disgruntled w/ politics in sports & quit them & became more independent & to myself. i had a rebound end of jr yr where i became more highly regarded & self confident again, talking in many classes & all the friends back again & new ones, & after spending part of summer prepping for soccer, as i finally had a chance to make vars as most of the players graduated, i missed a tryout cause of wisdom teeth & didnt make it. it hurt me at first, not talking in many classes, creating a bubble, however it didnt hurt much cause i still had a rep as being that character. but then my friend ruined my chances w/ a (more below)
2007-03-05
10:08:11
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a girl i wanted to meet, but tht blew up, & i was upset & kept to myself since the end of Nov. it wasnt 'til about a couple weeks ago i recovered/rediscovered myself again & realized all along i made WAY too big a deal of girls/sports/class, & could have been self confident all along. it took that time to recover, but i feel it might be too late, now that things are winding down, & i have only really regressed (a lot of those people just ignore me now). i want to get back, & i feel like i could have confidence now, but after realizing my regrets & what i should have done, can i really be blamed? why do you have to be made into yourself by sr yr in hs? But most of all, what can i do to jump in & take over the class without being phony & out of the blue (most teachers stopped calling on me cause i messed up & theree was nothing there). is it too late?
2007-03-05
10:08:53 ·
update #1