That can be taken either way. When was the last time I had that feeling? When I was diagnosed. It was awful, I didn't want to accept it, I sought another opinion. I was much too young to have this happen to me. I looked up as much information as I could and even joined a group that deals with this affliction. To lose that part of me would alter my lifestyle, irrevocably. I was fortunate enough to find a compassionate oncologist. We opted for a new direction. I am still fighting it, but at least I have 'that part' of me however 'altered' it may be. It's been almost three years now and had I gone for the excision, I would have been done a year ago. With no guarantee of it not resurfacing. It does, it has and it continues. The only hope I have is that I have it; it doesn't have me.
2007-03-06 02:58:11
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answered by The Y!ABut 6
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Right now!
I have woken up the last few days and find myself asking that throughout the day. I can only explain so much about what it is that is making me ask those questions. All I can say is that I really enjoy it and I wish it would have happened sooner. But to look back and rue is not the way to be. I am just enjoying the moment right now and loving everything about it. It is all surreal to me and I also ask myself..."when am I going to wake up?"
I just know it has to be a dream. But is it? It must not be since it has continued for awhile now. It is still just a shock and I am loving every minute of it.
"Is this really happening to me?"
Yes it is....
2007-03-06 08:08:49
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answered by Nep-Tunes 6
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The instant we gazed into each other's monitors. I couldn't believe it was happening to me. Do you feel the same way? Does this even compute? My motherboard told me there would be days like this. Love bytes. Well, on a more serious note, how about a C flat? When I received a notice that I may have already won 10 million dollars in the Publishers Sweepstakes, I had to pinch myself. Was it real? To may be a multi millionaire has changed my life forever. It may be already happening to me.
2007-03-06 08:26:03
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answered by Anonymous
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Just about 6 hours ago. Life has away of waking you up when you are not paying attention you know. It is real. and for good or bad, you are in it.
I find some joy in helping others through it.
and some comfort knowing I can count on othes to help me out.
2007-03-05 14:41:42
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answered by Anonymous
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Last week. Some time in the middle of the night. I was awaken by... this small voice. It didn't seem to last very long, but I didn't want it to go away. Ever.
Sorry I can't explain it any better than that... I just can't put this into words.
2007-03-07 00:49:50
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answered by Antny 5
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When I was in my early teens I had a whole phaze like that. Like is life in general real? Are we here? Or is this just a dream/ am I in someone's mind only?
But I got over it.
2007-03-05 13:44:58
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answered by Anonymous
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Every morning
2007-03-05 13:37:42
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answered by ? 5
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about a few months ago now
2007-03-05 13:39:05
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answered by Anonymous
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I ask that question everyday.*
2007-03-05 13:42:10
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answered by Check this out! 7
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I think a few days ago....
2007-03-05 13:37:47
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answered by Ron B. 7
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