I am thinking about committing Suicide. I have mental illness, And a severe clinical depression.?

Question

I am thinking about committing Suicide. I have mental illness, and severe clinical depression. Its not that I hate life, Its just that it seems not worth living in the slightest bit. I feel like im in so much pain that i just want it to end. I cant bear the thought of having to go on like this for the rest of my life. People have told me this is very selfish, and maybe it is, but its just too painful. I just dont know what to do. Maybe i should try to work through this hard time. The thing that stops me is my family. They could all be very negatively affected by my Suicide. Why does life have to be so hard, and so painful. Does God know what I am going through. I have asked God for help, but i just fear that I won't last much longer. Please Respond.

Answer 1

dude . i don't know you , but i can very well understand your situation . i have been through a similar situation once and resorted to taking sleeping pills . but i didn't take enough so i ended up sleeping till the next day evening . but don't let your self down . god , if u believe in him is there seeking everyone to do what they r supposed to do . and reward each one of them . so try your best in everything . whatever do don't loose hope .. cause from my experience i have learned that the more we give the more we get . it also means that " happiness = sadness " if u r happy now them you will be sad later . if you r sad now you life will be good later on . like working hard now and being sad and depressed and then winning later on . so rock on enjoy life

Answer 2

i know what that is like. but you cannot blame any of your thoughts on clinical depression. i have it. this is a very selfish act. i have thought about commiting suicide and the only thing that has stopped me is
1. hurting my friends
2. hurting my family
3. leaving my boyfriend
4. effecting everyone else in my life.

i have had a difficult life and i am only fifteen. i have thought about suicide many times and attempted it three times. until, i found my boyfriend. do not think about only yourself. and if you think commiting suicide will bring a stop to everything...it won't. whatsoever. i have had severe clinical depression along with being bi-polar and ADD. i have had to deal with more stress along the years. and that's a part of life. do not commit suicide if there are people who love you out there, and if you know you can get through this hard time. life isn't a peaceful walk through the meadow...subtract anything that can hurt you.

think about people who have a worse life than you, then think about them still being alive. don't kill yourself.

Answer 3

Dont commit suicide plz. every thing will take its own time. plz be patient and if its all because of ur family just move away to a new place and start a new life., new ppl can make u feel better.
But if u just dont want to,for sometime just forget everything, do something u relly like doing,may be what u wanted to do as a kid, dancin,basketball, readin anything. dont think of things that depress you..and plz MEET A GOOD DOCTOR.

Nothing is worth dying for. And no worry is gonna last for ever, who knows what beautiful things are instore for u in future . Am sure one day your gonna be so happy you didnt end ur life, coz honey ur life is too precious to end it for ppl who dont care.its too much of a bargain.

i know ur gonna do very well. so all the best

[my friend went through the samething....now shes very happy and is remarried . all she did was, therapy and was very patient .and now shes very greatful she didnt end her life a year back]

Answer 4

A lot of people I talk to anymore want to commit Suicide. That is the easy way out and that starts a whole process of consequences you don't want to deal with. Are you in therapy? Seeing a Psychiatrist? If not, please do. If you have no money, think about applying for medicaid. or if you can't do that, go to the hospital-they can't not treat someone. There are mental sections to main hospitals. If there is an immediate need, please call a HELP line or CRISIS line. Yes, God knows what you are going thru, but he has a purpose for you being here, so hang in there. God may not answer your pleas for help in the way you expect, but he does answer. Let God do his work with you. He doesn't want us to be miserable, he wants us Happy.

Answer 5

Listen, God PLANS what you are going through. I know tough times, but committing suicide is the one of things that make a straight shot to hell. Sorry to say it, but this is selfish. Tough times are the ONLY times when a person shows who he is or becomes who he is meant to be. Don't worry because after tedious thinking, i can to this conclusion, "IF you worry, that means you lack faith in God." One line Jesus said was " My followers WILL SUFFER ON THIS EARTH, but will be rewarded in My Kingdom." Jesus is with you, and I truly believe you will be ok. If have any questions, feel free to email about questions or need to talk about issues. My email is [e-mail]. Dont ever think its not worth living, because the idea of life is a miracle. Smile, you will be fine.

Answer 6

Hey man, don't even consider committing suicide, live is worth living, I know from experience that life is tough, but you know what, you have to keep your head up, because life can be fun, just don't get so wrapped up in your self pity, because look at the positive side, there is people that would be happy to have a life like yours.
My wife works with the handicapped elderly, and quess what? Everytime I go to her work, feeling depressed about my turn in events in life, I go away feeling good about myself because these people have a smile on their face, even though life didn't give them a fair shake.
So do me a favor, talk to somebody before you consider this, or BUT JUST DON"T DO IT, it's not fair to your family and friends....GOOD LUCK!!!

Answer 7

Wow, I feel for you. I too live with pain and have for more than half of my life. I was hit by a car when I was 14, (I'm 32 now) then later in life found out I have fibromyalgia. I really feel God is out there, you have to have faith, and believe. Also, try getting out of yourself, like volunteer at a hospital for children, or at a nursing home....someone out there is in need of help that you can provide. Look into finding a support group for pain management. Just please don't give up! Doing something for someone else might help you take your mind of your problems. good luck. I will pray for you.

Answer 8

Listen to Julie B. My father killed himself only a year and a half ago, and the family is still dealing with issues that come up from time to time.
God hears you and knows that you are in such pain. And you will drag your family through more then you think. please work through what is going on and take any meds which your Dr. prescribes,

Hang in there and life will seem easier when you can get out of the nightmare you seem to be living.

Answer 9

Committing suicide wont do anything but make things worse. God knows what your going through and he has a plan for you, dont end your life. You are here for a reason! Trust me! I know why your here, think real hard I know you will find out. Look for the answer its closer than you think.........

Answer 10

Do NOT commit suicide. If you dont think your life is worth living, change it. Move and completely start your life over. You will not regret it.