like you're living in a nightmare?
2007-03-01 06:50:29 · 16 answers · asked by Scarlett 5 in Entertainment & Music ➔ Polls & Surveys
I know it's not really a nightmare because I actually have a pretty good life. It would be completely wrong of me to say my life lacks love or support or communication or anything like that.
It's more like the nightmare is inside me.
It just seems like the past 5 years have gone by in a blur and the only things I can remember clearly are the bad moments. Of course, there were good ones but the bad ones are so apparent. I feel scarred, like I'll never be able to get rid of who I was.
And I'm so scared that I'm still the same person but I've managed to lock myself away from the rest of the world, from the people that brought out the worst in me.
And I'm stuck in a situation where I don't know who I miss. I know that sounds weird. But there's the guy I spent 3 years with and then there's the guy who I've known for 5 years. And the memories of both threaten to consume me. There is the man I proclaimed to love and the man who was my best friend...
I don't know.
It's complicated.
I wish there was a way to talk to people so honestly knowing that they won't get hurt, that my words won't affect them. I know that's selfish of me but that's all I really want, just to talk... I want to let it all out but to them because they're the ones that matter.
Damn, my nightmare is that I don't know how or when to let go.
2007-03-01 18:18:50 · answer #1 · answered by falzalnz 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Sometimes I do...and the funny thing is that the times when it doesn't feel like a nightmare are usually in the middle of the night...I love the night time.....
2007-03-01 18:11:58 · answer #2 · answered by Anashuya 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Are you gothic? I mean get a life. Noone lives in nightmares. they are just Pvssys!
2007-03-01 14:54:25 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
Sometimes I do...and it's one of those that even if you wake up you fall back asleep and it starts again...... you know the kind? I'd much rather have the "sex with your uncle kind" cause the bad ones are just bad.....and I wake up crying....
2007-03-01 14:54:46 · answer #4 · answered by GabrielleC 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Yes sometimes I feel like I am.
2007-03-01 15:13:17 · answer #5 · answered by ▒Яenée▒ 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Sometimes. I feel as if I have too much on me and that I will end up failing anyway.
2007-03-01 14:54:16 · answer #6 · answered by jlynna10 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Sometimes, yes, what with my depression and paranoia being as bad as it is.
2007-03-01 14:56:43 · answer #7 · answered by Lauran B. 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
No not really....do you? Maybe you should go see a therapist.
2007-03-01 14:56:31 · answer #8 · answered by sarahh 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
every day of my miserable life
2007-03-01 14:54:47 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Yes....I literally am, actually.
2007-03-01 14:53:07 · answer #10 · answered by melissa 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋