Yesterday I cleaned up my drawer, found my "suicide note", the date is 1997, I slit my wrist when I was 14.
Ok it's been 10 years, Why I still think about suicide so frequently?..Why can't I find a good reason to stay in the world? I didn't take my own life is because i'm only child, my parents both count on me........why I think the whole world is pressing me that I can't breath?
2007-02-27 14:12:12 · 23 answers · asked by Anonymous in Social Science ➔ Psychology
you have Clinical Depression.....(I do too) it is an imbalance of serotonin and norephenephrine that is slowed down between your nero-transmitters....ok....ok...enough with too many big words........what you need is to seek the support of your friends,family, and a doctor.
Millions of people suffer from depression (and don't fall for the lies of a moral dilema, or "everyone has sad days S*it") but you don't have to...
talk to a doctor..he can refer you to a thearapist (there is nothing wrong with those people...they can help you alot more than you could ever help yourself) and he might put you on anti-depressants as well.
If ever you have the mind frame of "needing" (look at the quotes please) to commit suicide call a suicide hotline (that is if you can....I know that I've tried to commit suicide twice and had no frame of mind to go find help)
Please....give yourself a fighting chance and get help
2007-02-27 16:11:17 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 4⤊ 0⤋
When I get feel like the world is pressing down upon me, I take a deep breath and and view the lives of others around me. With all of the horrible things in the news I just thank God that I haven't wound up with my face on a milk carton. When I think about my problem I also think about all of the ones that I have had before. Then I realize that I have made it through them, then I can make it threw and else that come way.
You might need to see a professional. A friend would probably work just as good, but you might not want the people closest to you to know you inter thoughts. And don't try to please everyone. It can never happen, so what is the point of trying?
2007-02-27 14:29:34 · answer #2 · answered by dumbblond 3 · 3⤊ 0⤋
Well my friend, thinking about suicide every now and then is pretty common. Sad to say, but the world does look depressing sometimes.
Still there is much to be enjoyed and enriched in life, if you choose to define it that way. Be thankful, your slitting wrists at 14 did not kill you and live life with renewed force.
Mabye one day, you can help some other 14 years olds chose a better alternative.
Life is what you make it. Take a year off and travel the world. Do something different. Perhaps, volunteer to help in your communtiy.
2007-02-27 14:17:14 · answer #3 · answered by rostov 5 · 4⤊ 0⤋
Sweetheart,
I know your feelings. I advise you seek help immediately. This is a darn tough world and life and sometimes it is overwhelming.
Please get help. You have what sounds like clinical depression.
That is about the only true advice you will get in here.
No one in here can analyze you and give you a complete answer. Something is wrong inside and you need to see a doc. Sadly all you might get is pills.
Counselling and getting to the core of the issue is what you really need, not drug dependence. And yes I know all about this firsthand.
Yes it is important to get out and exercise and eat well, I know that sometimes we need more. If I could, I would ask and then just give you a good long hug, but that is not possible. Instead I send you warmth and caring.
When you are on the line like you are, all it takes is one thing too many to push you over the edge. Problem is, you never know when that might happen.
Take action. Waste no time. Please.
2007-02-27 14:27:51 · answer #4 · answered by Noor al Haqiqa 6 · 2⤊ 0⤋
Oh, sweetheart. It's likely you're suffering from a clinical depression. And clinical depression can be treated with a healthy lifestyle (eating the right foods), exercise (note we all hate this part the most, ha!), and medications (the ol' brain needs a bit of help sometimes). It's tough living in this world of ours; it's a wonder we're not all suicidal! But do know people care. You still have to be an advocate for your own health though... so you've got to get a doctor who will truly listen to you and help you find the right level of medications or therapy to help you feel ok again. Try reading "I'm Ok, You're Ok" by Thomas Harris. It's old, but it's still good. And check out http://www.postsecrets.com - you'll find out your not alone. Take care, ok?
2007-02-27 14:25:25 · answer #5 · answered by mJc 7 · 3⤊ 0⤋
I have a loved one that was 'threatening' to take his life. His girlfriend just broke up with him and he got drunk. I got a call @ 5am and I was the one that ended up calling 911. He was admitted and I visited him. We laughed and cried and I don't regret making that call. The one thing he said to me that made him see a clearer picture was from another patient he talked to in the hospital. That patient told him that he had his friends, his family, his band and his little girl. Of course he always knew they were there but no one had ever painted a picture for him so he could see that they were THERE - and they are blessings. He now understands that yes, they are there. They are there in within a reach - not there in just the back of his mind. 'They' are there because they love and care about him.
Maybe you could try to paint that same picture for yourself if you can. You might surprise yourself. I know that I have reevaluated my picture because of those words. Don't be afraid to get some help. Everyone needs help at some time or another.
Soul searching is hard. But there has to be a will to do it. You can find that will in so many different ways. People do it everyday not even realizing it. It's called survival. Have a drop of faith in yourself. You're worth it. There is a reason you were put on this earth even if you can't see it. Go out and find it! The world is in your hands if you will let it be!
2007-02-27 15:29:38 · answer #6 · answered by Netta 1 · 3⤊ 0⤋
I feel that way too. Sometimes I think about suicide in the weirdest times, like I'm daydreaming about all the ways I would like to kill myself. You probably still think about suicide because you feel particularly lonely at that moment, and you can't see yourself getting over that funk. I know that's when I do. Just keep remembering your family and the happy times you have. I find that I may perceive things to be a certain way and get really depressed, but later on I realize that the problem was all in my head. Just remember that you will be leaving ALOT of people who love you behind. There is someone in this world who cares about you! (stay strong)
2007-02-27 14:18:45 · answer #7 · answered by gravytrain036 5 · 2⤊ 0⤋
Sounds like you have depression which is a chemical imbalance in your brain it can cause you to feel this way. Its time you go see someone to talk about what is bothering you or go to your doctor and tell them how you feel and ask them to put you on some form of medication for depression.
While some people may feel embarrassed about this, it is actually very common considering the society we live in today. I suffer from depression but you would not know I am depressed...I would not know I am depressed, I am not sad or unhappy and things are going good in my life but its still a fact, I have this desease and I need medication for it....this is things most people think when someone tells them they are depressed...check with your doctor or talk to someone suicide is not an option even if you think it is, someone would miss you and you would change someones life drastically. I hope you will get help!
2007-02-27 14:24:55 · answer #8 · answered by Kellie~Baby 3 · 4⤊ 0⤋
Your depressed and suffering anxiety. Talk to someone face to face. You need to deal with your root issues by talking with a councilor or therapist. You also need to be on medication while you do this. Also, While I view suicide as the cowards way out, you also need to not let your parents entire lives be dependent on you and what you do. Live your life, your own life, to the best of your ability. Do good things, try to be a good person, do things that make you happy, and other than earning a living, screw the rest of it. Do what you need to do for you.
2007-02-27 14:21:00 · answer #9 · answered by goddessmelanisia 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
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2016-11-26 19:48:56 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋