Have you ever thought you'd be better off dead?

Question

I was born into a situation that overshadows my life to this day. I have asked God every day for YEARS to deliver me from this dark force, to no avail. The pain and torment is unbearable. Yesterday, I asked Him to not let me wake up anymore, and of course, here I am. Miserable beyond words. I want to die to ease the suffering. I have no family other than my child. I think she will be better off without me anyway.

Answer 1

God has allowed your life to continue for a reason, and while you don't see it now, it is because of His grace and mercy. I hurt so much for you because I have felt so alone before, but I didn't know Christ then. Please, stop asking God to take you, but to show you why you are still here. He loves you and has a purpose for you and your precious child.

Answer 2

I think that every day and I think by having me wake up every morning, God is reminding me that He's the one that gets to decide when I go.

Please don't give up. Think of your daughter. She would NOT be better off without you. If you want to know an example of what her life could be like, write to me. I'll tell youwhat my life turned into after my mom killed herself.

Answer 3

No she won't.

She's a great reason to go on.

Since God's not doing it, find your happiness in every day things, and in your daughter's eyes.

There is much life to be lived, and you have the opportunity to run with it.

Answer 4

please seek some professional counseling! God has a plan for you...you may not know what it is right now..but he has a plan.
PLUS your daughter needs you!
If you end things...she will be scarred for life.

Again..please seek counseling...go to the emergency room if necessary!!
More people care about you then you realize!

Answer 5

never!