Hey every1, thought I would throw this question out there, see what happens. I have been confused about my orientation all of my life. I am married and have an ok sex life with my wife, however there have always been these signs that seem to point elsewhere. Seeing a woman naked has never really done anything for me, although I can be turned on by women in a sexual situation. I have an insatiable fetish for men's clothing (especially underwear) and I often get aroused by walking through stores, looking at the 'cute guy' clothes, trying them on, etc. My fantasies tend to fixate more on 'young men'; males in magazines and movies tend to catch my attention instinctively, but not women. Even though I often feel more attuned towards homosexuality, I cannot imagine myself in a relationship with one. I seem to be obsessed with the gay lifestyle but am not comfortable with it in myself. The idea of being 'gay' excites me, but what if i'm lying just to feel like I finally belong somewhere?
2007-02-26
15:46:17
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lostb0y1978
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