Has this form of self intiated evolution been helpful for you?

Question

well, it aint exactly evolution...i push my body to the max limits...and put it thru every possible harsh condtion so tht i come out stronger...and become immnue to as many things as possible.

ex: My knuckles are pretty hard..well..waaay too hard becoz of the stress i put on knuckles(by punchying and stuff..nt ppl), the calcium dposits break under stress and when they are rebuilt they are stronger and denser....therefoer my knuckles become immnue to the prior kinda stress

2) i dnt really feel pain or stuff like that if i get to focus for a few secodns...since i USED to burn myself, cutmyself and literally self destruct sumtime b4 and it seems to have helped

3)the mental stress....i exercixe my brain to the max, to teach it how to focus, concentrate, draw energy from the environment, and use its capacity to the max

Answer 1

i would have to agree with amp and don, baby boy. i know you've been through a lot and that sometimes life got too painful for you too handle, but hurting urself wont stop others from hurting you. it doesnt earn u the respect u deserve. amp couldnt have pointed it out better: YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON!!! u have a myraculous mind, but u r distroying it by thinking negative thoughts. don is right too; the stress u put urself through now will eventually be the thing that will kill you. if not that, then all those weird experiments definately will... having tough knuckles isnt a good thing, especially for an artist like u, baby boy. artists are supposed to be sensitive and have soft, untainted hands...(just ONE of the many examples i could bring up).

u were given so many rare gifts, my sweetness. gifts that any mere mortal would give his/her right arm to have... why torture ur body and mind when u should be worshiping them? ur mind is capable of anything u put it to, and yet all u can think to make it do is study till it pops, ur body is capable of creating great masterpieces, (be that in the field of art, physics or any other science) and yet you choose it make it punch and hurt others and itself. and to what end? to make yourself stronger and more immune to bullies? they dont respect u even if u hit them back... to make yourself powerful? i already gave you my view on power in ur previous question... then why? why do all this? we both know you're smarter than that, Pratheek! a brain as capable as yours should only be thinking of one thing: how to make the world a better place...

and here i think i should make it clear: NOT by wiping out half the earth's population, but by actually thinking up ways to use YOUR talents (the non-violent ones) to increase our quality of life. while doing that ur not supposed to be thinking about the BITTER half of the world, but of the half YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO HELP. think about the people who actually NEED u... the innocent people who share none of the blame for what their evil counterparts have done to this earth,

we really have to start talking again, baby boy. i think i'm losing u. i dont want u to return to the old ways....

Answer 2

Oh dear. Please please please stop hurting yourself! Get some help. Why are you so angry with yourself that you have to mutilate yourself?

Love yourself. You are a beautiful miraculous child of the universe. If you love the earth & want to protect it, show yourself the same courtesy. You are too valuable to be hurting yourself. Talk to someone.

This is not evolution. This is self-destruction.

Find a healthier channel for your energy. Exercise and creativity, (karate & art for instance) would be much better choices! Stick with those! Take a hike in the woods. Find serenity in nature.

Answer 3

Strength is at the center,not the edges.The physical body is an extension of the spirit.Desensitization is moving away from realization of potential.