I do not consider myself as suicidal but whenever I am in a high place, cliff top, tall building I have the most frustrating dialog with myself that goes a bit like this "Irrational, irrational, I am being irrational. I am not afraid to die. I am panicking because I think I might lose control and throw myself over. I will not bend to my fear. I have to face my fear. NO! I don't want to...at this point I experience the most annoying panic attacks and I rationalize to myself that the reason is that subconsciously I am deeply affected by divorce, lack of fulfillment etc. The rest of my life is very good. I am learning that all I have to do is give and give and give - for no other reason other than to honour my higher purpose. I just can't understand why I have this phobia as I am feeling that as I focus on love and peace then those kinds of negatives should be dissolving. Does anyone know what I mean and how I can address the whole issue.
2007-02-23 16:45:17 · 4 answers · asked by ohojungo 2 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
Well, another explanation could be that you have killed some one by pushing them off a cliff or some similar height in a previous birth! Anyway, Bach Flowers and Reiki will help you. Pl. see the following:
http://floweressencesintro.onlinecourse.com/
http://reiki.onlinecourse.com
2007-02-23 17:00:48 · answer #1 · answered by Swamy 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Its called being suicidal. Go get help your depressed. Make a choice to start you life new. With fun and entertainment. You say you not scared to jump then try bungee jumping with a spring rope please. And every time you feel like doing something odd reverse it and do it but make it a positive move instead of a negative one.
2007-02-24 00:54:50 · answer #2 · answered by gettysdeemer 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Maybe you should bungee jump, thrilling but safe (at least safer than your idea).
2007-02-24 00:55:44 · answer #3 · answered by kmv 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
um, you might wanna get some help dude
2007-02-24 00:51:07 · answer #4 · answered by TheAverageBear 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋