i am crying my eyes out. for what purpose? i am really angry right now.... but i am feeling more empty then anything else. why should i ruin my life just because things are bad? why should cripple myself just because of a stupid dream? i wanted to be happy for the rest of the day. i wanted to be together, and yeah i was a little mad about that whole thing... but no i was really, really upset when everything else happened. you don't know how to deal with anything. they can't get along with themslves or me. i am selfish. i don't want to be. i have my curse today for crying out loud. why can't you be more caring and sympathetic? i mostly feel guilty. if i hadn't of made a fuss none of this would have happened. none of it. none of it. and i hate that. i made a fuss got everybody more mad and now i am left with nothing. i was trying to help. make it better. this isn't glamorous. it's nothing. nihil. nada. my eyes are tired and dry and my heart aches and i am sick.
2007-02-22
14:04:52
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