i'm 18 and TOTALLY lost how should i feel or what?

Question

i'm 18 i left my dads house (he is not my real dad) i moved in with his ex wife the mother of my dads 2 sons, my and my bf are having problems he hurt me in the past and i cant seem to forget him, he says he has changed and he does act like he has changed and my best friend died and my real mom and i dont talk she is two faced and i dont like how she treats me i feel like i dont have any one REAL to talk to family wise and i'm scared my bf will hurt me again i need help understanding who i can talk to and who will not hurt me or betray me i dont think this makes any senxe but please try to help ,e

Answer 1

First, learn to punctuate. It will serve you well.
Second, how about making a fresh start in a new town. Sounds like nothing but heartache where you are. Go settle down somewhere else and make your own life, with new friends. Good luck!

Answer 2

You would probably benefit from some counselling. You need to get your head on straight before you worry about your boyfriend. Why not try to talk to your local church pastor or a school guidance counselor. It is really nice of your stepmom to allow you to live there with your stepbrothers. Talk to her and see if she knows anywhere that you could get counselling so that you don't end up like your mom and dad. It sounds to me as if you want help, you just need to find the right place to get it. Where we live there are some teen counselling centers that help young people with these types of problems, try looking in the phone book or you may call your local police department to see if they have numbers for these centers. Good luck and God Bless.