If you have ever tried to kill yourself, what was in your mind before and after?

Answer 1

Yes I did, and when I did, my thoughts were that I just wanted the pain of this world to be over. I just couldnt take what the world was giving me. I felt badly because of the ppl that I was going to hurt. But I was being selfish in my own mind thinking that it would just be better for me. When it wouldnt be for anyone else. I went to a hospital afterwards.. That helped me see that there are WAY worse things that could be happening to me. I realized I didnt really want to die, I just wanted to 'vanish' so to speak for awhile. I wanted to just not have any worries for a time being. If you are thinking about doing it, just remember it really isnt fair to the ppl around you.

Answer 2

Before, I think I just was soo overwhelmed about everything. even just waking up the next morning. Small things sent me over the edge. I felt no one careda bout me even though they said it every day. I was unhappy about myself. I simply did not feel accomplished enough, pretty enough desirable enough. I was driving home one day and I wanted badly to just drive into traffic...I really did !! After I thought why can't I do it? There must be something i want to live for..but what?? maybe that is the key.
My mother had menatl illness and no one in my family has done anything with themselves so I thought I cannot be like them..I have tried other things but this is was scarriest moment ever for me..then I finally realized that It would be easier if I were not here..but I need to be string enough not to take theeasy way out. Now I am in college, engaged and still battling with these thoughts.

Answer 3

Yeah I tried. Itried different times doing different things. It never resulted in major consequences. All I can say is that I make the decision to live or not. I have chosen to live. If I would have killed myself I would have given people pain. If I feel pain, and I hate the feeling, why give it to someone else. At some point you have to opne your eyes and figure out what the hell is going wrong and fix it. Somehow we are not responsible for all the crap that happens in the world. It seems that people might put things on you, but that's because they can't deal with the problem themselves. Be strong, show people that you are better than what they think, and show yourself that you are strong. Don't let the world break you down, they aren't worth it.

Answer 4

Yes and the thought has never entirely left my mind. I struggle still with a life on this planet that I'm not happy with.

My mind before? Deep sadness. After? I cope.

I realize for you that may not be a good answer but its the truth. I had no childhood. I was homeless growing up and never got told I was loved or worthy in any way. Today I still reach out trying to find acceptance. I want a friend badly that accepts me for me, would be willing to go out for coffee, watch the grass grow and just enjoy being without judging. Its very hard to find that.

Answer 5

yes, i have, and i am just so ashamed of that time of my life. i am ashamed of my weakness and of how much of a coward i was to get to that point. however, when i think back i can still understand what was in my mind and why i got there: there is a certain point of frustration in life that, if reached, and no possible way of escape is found, turns into hell on earth. and that's what happened to me. everywhere i turned, i had some sort of trouble and NOBODY to lean on. i just felt so alone and figured i'd reached the bottom with no hope to ever rise.
but listen, if this is your case or if you're considering suicide in any way, BE SMART! DON'T do it! get help! TELL someone, and they'll help you! trust me. life has proven to me (and i was in that situation) that it's worth it to endure the pain for a while (in my case it was a pretty damn long while), because life offers wonderful things that you DON'T want to miss. you just don't. because at the end of the day, it's worth it.

Answer 6

I think everyone at one time or another has had that thought. I want to cry just reading your question. My brother killed himself almost five years ago. He shot himself in the head. We were not close and I regret that everyday. It still hurts, and we will never have him back. Nothing is that bad. I really hope your not thinking about doing anything to hurt yourself...realize that no matter how much things hurt, your loved by someone who will be devastated for life. Talk to someone, anyone if that is the situation. You are worth it. My email address is [e-mail] if you want to talk about anything.

Answer 7

under no circumstances tried it, yet I used to think of approximately it a team. i've got under no circumstances been extremely waiting to establish if somebody who does is the final brave guy or woman or the final coward. There are components of the two. You did no longer ask approximately that nonetheless. you desire to talk approximately techniques. As for CVS, it fairly isn't any longer likely that there are any pills you need to purchase at CVS that could take impression that rapidly. don't be tempted to attempt tylenol, ibuprofen, antihistamines or that stuff. it is going to injury you yet no longer kill you. Your extra beneficial than in all hazard to drop right into a nap or lethargy and additionally you will possibly in simple terms vomit up nearly all of it. The physique has an outstanding skill to attempt to rid itself of undesirable stuff. There are a large number of methods in case you do no longer techniques the outcomes being gory. in case you desire to look all non violent and rested later on, no longer maximum of. the two way, there replaced into an exceptionally arguable e book that replaced into written approximately 15 years in the past observed as, "very final go out." is going via many diverse techniques and provides execs and cons. it fairly is nevertheless accessible at bookstores close to you. on the different hand, i wish you will no longer try something so silly and extremely final as suicide. incredibly, try praying to God, your maker. seek for the centers of a reliable Christian counselor. you are able to in many cases discover them by potential of contacting a church. Get your self a Bible and examine it. try Luke 12:6-8 and incredibly Philippians 4:6-7. those verses alway help me.