I drank too much last night. So much that I ended up in bed with my sisters boyfriend. It didn't feel right. I remember saying no, but also wanting to impress him and feeling like I was with a brother instead of someone that I truly wanted. I did some stuff to him, that made me cry, and then I allowed him to have sex with me. I cried all the way home, cuz I know that I went too far. That I betrayed my sisters fault, and that I went against my own goals. (which I told him). I never worry about hell, but now I do. I am a wreck. I can't tell my sister or my family cuz our relationship will never be the same again. and he won't either. I hate my life right now and f-ing alcohol.
2007-02-18
00:50:52
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