I have no clue whats going on with my life /emotion !!?

Question

Starts like this well let me introduce myself
age:16
sexe:male
occupation:student
student stats:A class student

Well i don't know but i feel really depressed these days, people are

just looking at me for no reason(speacialy girls).

then theirs the bad luck no matter how many time i do good deeds

or i haven't done any sins except lying well sometimes.I am not

dirty or anything ,i am exvegetarian well i started .

My emotions well i can identify

whats happiness and sadness (sometimes), i always think about

going when i am going to have my emotions ruled by me . I always

think of having real friends but i have none, i feel so unsure being

alive commit suicide no i can't not enough courage.

makes me feel worst but i got to be alone every time i be

friends with someone= broke up friend ship bond,
pretend to be nice and funny = blindness of myself
love someone =i ******* have that emotions yet so i can't

I feel like i lost my soul ={ . my emotions are ..

Answer 1

For what it is worth, very few people really have even a clue as to what is going on in their own life or with their own emotions. This is especially true for young adults in high school. Understand what is happening is normal (well, as much as anything connected with humans is normal).

I can give you a good piece of advice. Now is the perfect time to get to know yourself and who you really are and what your talents and faults are. Learn to accept yourself just as you are. Set goals for those things you might want to change.

Only after you know and accept yourself can you begin to learn about relationships with others. Communication will be the key. Be as open and honest as you can. Hiding behind a mask will only get in the way eventually.

If you are naturally shy, learn to talk with others. If you hide behind the mask of class clown, learn how to let everyone know when you are the "clown" and when you are yourself (and serious). This is often done by changing the way you speak or what "voice" you use.

Learn to express your emotions. If you cannot do this with others, then learn how to express yourself while alone (speaking or writing). Do not get wrapped up in the depression of everyday life. Learn to seek out happiness when you can.