I need some help or some good advice!?
I don't like to talk to any of my friends. When I am thinking straight and I do what I need to get done am really mean! I like to get things my way or the high way! I had a break during class I went out side and sat at the table then when someone came to me i moved to another table! I feel like i don't belong any where! I am want to be up there instead of down here! By up there i mean dead instead living i don't want to kill myself its not my time to go! But i really do want to go! I feel awful all the time! I need someone who will see the real me because the real me never comes out ! I see so many fake people and i am so sick of it! I am tired of making other people happy i never can make myself happy i hate my life there is this one nice boy who is real but is a drugie so i guess he is bad news i just want to not worry any more i want to do what i want and not what other people want!
2007-02-15
12:25:04
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I have tryed to kill myself i did it off 42 pills and i did not die i want something to live for am 15 years old turning 16 in 2 months and i have nothing to live for
2007-02-15
12:54:21 ·
update #1
I even ask the person up there who is watching us why am i still here instead of taking a soliders life or having people who is pain why can't he just kill me and keep another person alive
2007-02-15
12:59:44 ·
update #2
What is my purpose on this planet earth on which we call our home where is my meaning in life why am searching for myself i am going to go crazy
2007-02-15
13:04:46 ·
update #3
I have friends i have fake not good friends
2007-02-15
13:05:30 ·
update #4
when i told one of my friends i am depress right now she said go kill ur self right now if that will make u happy and i was thinking about it
2007-02-15
13:06:14 ·
update #5
all of u guys care about me i feel it but i feel worth less i really want to be happy and let my self go
2007-02-15
13:08:30 ·
update #6
when i tryed to get help on the hotline they would not want to help me
2007-02-15
13:29:23 ·
update #7
i do work at the hospital for volunteer work and i feel awful there!
2007-02-15
13:45:25 ·
update #8