read my last questions and learn my circumstances) how can i work towards emmegration to canada and find a?

Question

nice girl over there and live in a nice home with white picketed fences? this is my dream and ultimate goal but im going through some dire circumstances at the moment with my mental health. im 29 and dont want to let go of hope...im losing my looks, im ageing physically, in my face. i have two bottom, front lower teeth missing...i live in a one bedroom council flat in manchester england with youths and gangs outside that act intimidating, ride motor bikes recklessley and behave threatening and anti social. ive never worked because of my problems, ive lost my confidence, i dont like the way i look, i look like an ageing, missing teeth bruce willis..im isolated, i have no friends. ive missed out big time in life..my 20s are gone, never lived in them, except suffered, how can i make my dreams of what ive described a reality? how can i work towards this goal? has time run out? have i left it to late? considering the way i feel how can i maintain a relashionship with the 20year old girl

that i speak to in canada that ive known for two years on the net? i speak on msn to her, she said she wont turn her back on me..but im scared that she will and leave me, how can i maintain a realashionship with her considering how horrendous i feel bout myself? she said shes moving to uk in a year, but im scared at what shell see and discover about me....can someone answer these questions please?

an ageing missing teeth bruce willis, i despair

Answer 1

First of all think you maybe dealing with depression. you hae ot start with doctor and find out what its wrong and then start fixing it. also start going to dentist and get the teeth fixed and from there work your way. make a list of things each day to fix and follow through some will take time but always keep them listed itll all is done and you will be fine.

Answer 2

http://how2immigrate.net/canada/
This is a website about how to immigrate to Canada.
I do not know much about the females, but I have heard it is bad to focus on the negative parts of yourself.
Try to focus on something else.