My mother. How cliche is that?
My mom committed suicide on September 27, 1999 after a 22 year battle with chronic depression and bi-polar disorder. She was one of those mothers that (when she was feeling well) she was so awesome. She let us make a mess and never got upset, let us stay out all day playing. She was a devoted wife and mother. She never stopped to think twice about telling me how proud she was of me. I heard it all the time. She was a martyr of sence. She would get all the meals ready for everyone else and not be able to eat until almost everyone else was done. She was very selfless. I think the most selfish thing she ever did was commit suicide. Even in that situation she was thinking of others (I know this is morbid, but she shot herself, and before she did it, she covered the whole area with blankets so there would not be a big mess to clean up).
She taught me empathy, sincerity, generosity, kindness, hope, friendship, truth, honesty, and most of all LOVE. I know that I have the relationship with my children that I do because of her. I never let my kids go a few hours without telling them I love them or giving them a hug or a kiss. If something ever happens to me, I don't want them to ever question it. I guess I don't feel like I told her enough.
It is my goal in life to have all the good attributes that my Mother did. I miss her terribly. I find the older I get, the more I am like her. Most people would be disgusted with that idea, but I am grateful.
2007-02-13 12:38:38
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answered by Anonymous
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Without inspiration my life would have been humdrum. In my case what inspired me was when someone informed me of a possibility that I didn't know about. This happened prior to each new chapter. In most cases they came to me through books.
For the present chapter I am grateful to Jerry and Esther Hicks for bringing forth to me the teachings they call " The Teachings of Abraham " through workshops, recordings, books, etc. IMO whenever I have any question, I merely have to look at it from the point of view of this teaching and clarity is guaranteed. As well I consider them to be heroes for their unfailing stick-to-itiveness.
Others in the more distant past were usually also away from the mainstream. Jane Roberts, author of the Seth material, Carlos Casteneda author of his Don Juan experience, Rajneesh (Osho)'s discertations and Rober E. Burton's teachings of the Fourth Way.
Thank you for the question since remembering back through time has left me in a higher state of joy and gratitude. You get a star.
2007-02-13 13:32:28
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answered by canron4peace 6
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Growing up in foster care.I was very self aware at a young age,but I felt that I had been let in on small secret to the universe.
I had made so many friends and had so many brothers and sisters .There were bad times and good times, and i find that after it is all said and done,I would not ever change it for the world.
2007-02-13 12:32:25
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answered by irene i 3
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i grew to become into unfavorable and that i promised myself as quickly as I grew to become an person i'd have issues worked out so as that i'd in no way be hungry back, i'd constantly have shoes that for the time of high-quality condition ideal and that i does by no potential, ever stay with a toothache via fact i could no longer arise with the money for to flow to a dentist. those have been my motivators and that i've got been happy and contented as a grown guy.
2016-10-02 02:36:53
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answered by empfield 4
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several of them, begining with a Sikh from Pakistan who was attending the same college as my mother (i was 3 or 4), he was my friend, taught me how to skip rocks on a pond and talked to me about making my enemies my friends...i still think of that tall turbaned gentle man showing me how to find flat stones to skip on water...Pihendha was his name
another man told me that as long as there is breath there is hope...i was in my mid-to-late twenties then, but those words came back many times when i just wanted to pull the plug and i didn't and things changed and life got better...
10 years later another fellow told me that i am a beloved child of God and that is who, and what i am and also my job description...to be loved by God...it took a while to understand that inigma but i think i am finally catching on to it (after 20 years) Mike was his name
then there was the artist in Denver, who showed me by example how a person could be o.k. with themselves and the world and still do their own art and march to their own music...infact a person cannot be ok without doing precisely that. (Renek Stevens is his name, he also inspired me to art, one who really stands out as an inspiration to do art).
2007-02-13 12:39:22
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answered by captsnuf 7
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A man died 2000 years ago so that I may live and know true Love.
His name is Jesus (Yeshua) The Christ son of the Living God The Father Almighty. Non on Earth has done better.
2007-02-13 14:17:27
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answered by Michael JENKINS 4
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My friend Alicia. We aren't related at all but people call me her mini me because i look like her and i act like her when she was my age. And Also, Joan of Arc (i'm a history geek.) She Went from a french peasant to and english army captian. talkj about womens rights.
2007-02-13 12:22:06
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answered by KimothyCullen 3
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My experiences and the Lord God. Good or bad, I have learned from my experiences and keep on striving as a result and with the Lord, I would not have made it through.
2007-02-14 03:20:07
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answered by Slim Shady 5
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My inspiration is Lord Buddha.
An epitome of peace, strenght, courage, happiness, harmony, management success, material and spiritual success - all in one.
2007-02-13 13:26:45
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answered by James 4
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Nature, Art and Love.
2007-02-13 21:47:23
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answered by Barbara V 4
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