Why Can't I Get My Mind Straight???

Question

(Ok, before i get to the point, my other quetions (about baby names) they were in a book i'm writng, i was acting as if i were the main character..incase you looked)

Ok, so, i've got a lot going on right now, i mean, puberty isn't helping anything, but there's so much more. I'm 13 years old and i act more like a 17 year old, i have a friend who's 24. but anyway, everyone knows that i'm mature. My Brother's in Iraq, he and his wife just got divorced, i'm failing 2 of my 6 classes even though i'm really smart, i used to cut, i tried to commit suicide a few times months back, I lost the love of my life (don't you dare say i'm too young,) I'm tired of my house, i want to liv with someone else wo i'm not gunna name, but i would rather live with her than my family (i don't understand why either, i have a tight family, we all love eachother, but i just don't fit in.) My grandparents are in and out of the hospital (lived with them since i was 1,) i'm tired of putting a smile on when all i wan

t to do is puch something and cry. I'm tired of being everyones happy machine. My teacher's hate me and i hide so much stuff from my friends. Music and my Second failt are the only ones keeping me alive these days. I hate official people because theyu officially have to tell someone about my problems....any ideas on what i need to do???

Answer 1

OK You're a cutter. I think there's a lot of them in Y!A. THe standard answer is see a doctor. I f you tried to kill yourself I think you should at least contact a suicide hotline or someother medical professional. By the way you write I am suscpicious on why all these events are happening and think you really need to talk to a professional. No insult attended. You just remind me of a friend who tried to kill herself and talk the sameway.

Answer 2

i feel sorry that i cant help you because i dont know any of the answers for myself either. im sick of this place too