what is it so fun for me to cause chaos confusion mayhem and destruction?

Question

is it because i can get away with it?

Answer 1

GOD! What are you doing on this site. get back to heaven

Answer 2

It is not the idea that you can get away with it that excites you, it is the thought of being caught in the act. For example, there is nothing exciting about having sex with a partner in the comfort of your own home, right? It may be pleasurable, but the real excitement comes from having sex in a storefront window, in front of friends who are sleeping, on a live webcam that may or may not be broadcast during a church sermon depending on how good of a hacker you are, in the background during a live news telecast, or at your place of business. All of these situations can only be considered chaotic due to the perception that one will be punished, by the law or by the judgment of other people.

Answer 3

Nope Punky...it's because sadly, you have learned that you will get the attention each of us as humans need, in any way you can. Somewhere along the way you have been neglected and have been made to feel small and insignificant. One very special person to whom you looked to for love and guidance turned his or her back on you and it shattered your spirit.

Another tragedy to your story is that you won't always get away with the destruction you cause. Your odds of ending up in prison at a young age are pretty good. What you are doing is "getting even"! It's revenge, plain and simple.

For the past 15 years I have worked with broken spirits like yourself. The one thing my students have to learn first is this: YOU ABSOLUTELY MUST REALIZE THAT YOU ARE PRECIOUS!! Think of people like Jesus, Buddah, Ghandi, Rosa Parks, JFK, and MLK. If they had never been born, do you think history and the way we live would be dramatically different! Heck yes it would! But do you realize that had you not been born, the history and lives of each and every person you've met along the way would be forever altered? It's true! Your presence here on this crazy, mixed up planet is no accident. You are a vital human being with a birthright to be happy.

Punky, I hope you will reach out for help and learn to treat yourself and your life with pride and dignity. Make your life one that will influence others in positive and powerful ways. Don't cheat yourself anymore. Get rid of your anger and live love. You will always be in my thoughts and prayers...Annie

Answer 4

Let's get serious. I read almost all the answers so far and I don't think you should pay attention to the majority of them.

I am tired to see people evaluating people as if they would be perfect.

You are an individual and this is enough for me to respect you. You also deserve our respect because you realise something is going on and you are not happy with it.

On the other hand it is not because you can get away with it.

I am aware that some people were told something when they were in pain or in some level of unconscienceness, and what is said in those moments is registered in a certain part of our minds - not brains. This part of the mind which is autonome - self regulated, voluntary - is also prepotent and doesn't have any consideration for the Time, meaning it can start funcioning by a set of circumstances and we cannot do anything about it. In the animals it is called instinct of survival. We have no instinct because we can decide, we can think. But we have this mind and its funcion is to protect the body from getting its survival threatened. If one is in pain, like... beated up by our parents for instance, whatever is said in the moment of pain gets immediately registed in this mind as your own words - it cannot distinguish 'entities', it doesn't think - and it assumes that those words, are the Truth and coz they are ''your words'', they become commands; and whenever some similar circumstances of that past incident are present, locals, smells, words, colors, objects, forms and shapes, sounds, tastes, ..., and the more they are present together, the harder is the restimulation of the command.

This mind takes over the command of one and makes one to act or react without rationality. That's why some people commit the very same mistake again and again and they are aware of that but a stronger impulse made them to do that. They just couldn't do anything about it to avoid it or to change their actions, why, this mind was in controle, like if you were about to die and it would be just complying with its nature, ''saving'' the individual, coz one survived the past incident when the commands where registered. One is alive and if this mind, always alert, evaluates that the SAME thing like that past incident is about to happen, it immediately takes control and imposes whatever were one's reactions in that past incident first because you survived once to a similar incident and second that incident contained talks and those were ONE's words, so it is necessarry to 'repeat' everything, like in the past - previous incident, to assure that you also now will survive. You get?

You know that when a person is beaten up he/she doesn't act rationaly; one REACTS, one gets mad, says things that later regrets, beats up back instead of stoping and ask why are you beating me?, why, because the conscient kind of has a closure and is not in control anymore. This mind is irrational, and because it is a mind which makes one to react it is called Reactive Mind.

I know lots of people who are in very and not so very similar situations and I know some who had these commands in this Reactive Mind handled and passed to their conscient and now they can handle well the situations, in a rational way.

Most probably this is not your case, however I wrote here down my experience and what I know.

Wish you the best.

Answer 5

that...and your disrespect. arrogance too, undoubtedly. and contempt of other peoples feelings. prison populations are populated with people jst like you... and i am certain your back trail is littered with hurt and wounded and disappointed innocent folks, who will not miss you when you inevitably get to a penal institution,
What a waist of life,...you might have been someones hero...and you choose to be an ingrate.
I wish you the very worst of luck, buddy. Your living skills can only be unwelcome ...life is difficult enough, without the problematical indifference and contempt from the likes of you.
Shine on... karma awaits.

Answer 6

as a results of fact we don't understand who released those assaults or what their purpose is, we are able to truly speculate. one million. Press activity. they have been for confident designed to get maximum press coverage, wherein have they have already wildly succeeded in a single purpose. 2. it could seem particularly sparkling they have been attempting to destabilize India, there is been a great form of Hindi-Muslim conflict all of India's historic previous, this is going to make it worse. 3. they could have been attempting to get the Indian (or consistent with possibility the U. S.) government to react in some knee jerk way. likely to reason worry between India and Pakistan, attainable to get the U. S. to react no longer devoid of positioned off. as a results of fact there is been a imperative authority in India that has been attempting to sparkling up the region concerns with Pakistan and India's Muslims making use of international relatives individuals, and achieving some important achievement with comparable, it style of feels obtrusive that whoever is interior the lower back of this grew to improve into attempting to derail that technique. there is any style of suspects observing it from that perspective. of course there is no longer something noble approximately it. Governments bypass away hugely wider swaths of destruction although, and routinely declare that they had "noble" applications. and extensive numbers of persons certainly have self assurance it, so little question there are some who detect those strikes noble besides. India has some important issues of it fairly is extensive Muslim minority, they have been getting the quickly end of the stick as a results of fact 1948, and it fairly is gotten worse for them in cutting-side cases. So if this attack originated indoors India (and there is each and every reason to have self assurance it did, mutually as deliberately leaving clues pointing at Pakistan, which India and the Indian government may well be all to eager to have self assurance) it'd prefer to likely be the harbinger of worse to come again lower back.

Answer 7

Because you're a boy, and because your mother obviously never spanked you or you wouldn't be getting off on "because I can get away with it." You have no idea how to think for yourself because all your life people have been telling you what to do and how to do it. Now you're grown and you don't have a clue what you are supposed to do, so you revert to neanderthal mentality and go around destroying everything you come across. God help us all.

Answer 8

It's because you have NO self-respect.

Without it, you can't respect others, so you try and bring everyone else down to your own level.

Learn how to claim BACK your self respect and you'll be a happier, likeable person. Rather than the 'Brat' you're perceived as at present.

Good luck.

Answer 9

There are many individuals like yourself, that are out there seeking attention, personally, I learned a long time ago, that to ignore, such individuals, causes them to go away or to sit down and shut the hell up.

Answer 10

Watching chaos develop is beautiful.

Answer 11

no more than likely because you have an inferiority complex and it is your way of compensating for that by doing all of this to prove that you are smarter and able to do what you will and in this way try to prove you are superior to others