Can anyone help me or pray for me, have you ever thought of ending your life?

Question

Please help me, I am lonely, sad, hearbroken and I owe the IRS $1,500. Sometimes I want to end my life. I am tired of being alone, sad, and empty. My relationship of almost 4 yrs maybe over, I live in a city where I am a stranger. My entire live is filled with sadness and emptyness. Sometimes I want to give up the pain of loving and losing and starting over is taking a toll, the pain is too much, the feeling of emptyness, loneliness, feeling neglected and unloved. I pray but I don't God hear my prayers, I went to church this morning because I am desperately looking for love and something to fill this void and emptyness. I am looking for a miracle, . I believe in GOd but I don't think he hears me. I drink myself until I can't feel or remember Please pray for me, Please help me financially

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Answer 1

In 1995, a very rocky long-term relationship of mine ended. Three months or so after than I got a new job in a new city 250 miles away, and two months into that job I was transferred 3000 miles away, and I spent a significant time 7000 miles away working in Europe. There were financial challenges that resulted from the relocations, and the constant shifting made it hard to form deep connections with my co-workers.

If you can imagine driving into Paris, looking at Notre Dame and the Eiffel Tower and all the amazing things I saw (since I came from California), but I was sort of empty and only thinking "I wish somebody I knew was here with me to see this". Alone, yes. And often isolated by even language barriers. There were times when I felt I might only be hanging onto sanity by a thread.

But you know what? It made me stronger. And I wouldn't change any of it now.

I say this after going through a messy breakup this last summer where I discovered that I am not invincible, and where I find myself, once again, in a new city where I have no deep connections.

This could all be for the better, but you have to go through it and learn from all of it so you can be stronger.

Answer 2

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!! Got that? Just stop it right now! Believe me, dear, I know what I'm talking about when I say that there is no hole so deep that you can't climb out of it. Clearly, you need a break. I would suggest turning your attention inward for a while. Take care of yourself and stop focusing your attention on others and external stimuli. The tax thing doesn't sound insurmountable. Get a hold of a CPA to find out what your options are. As for the other stuff, you have the power to change all that is unsatisfying in your life. There may be a cost, but you need to keep your eye on the light at the end of the tunnel.

Answer 3

I personally know what you are talking about.A few years ago me and Jack Daniels had a fight over a pistol and he almost won. My best friend told me that suicide is the only sin that God will not forgive you for. Since then I stopped drinking, got remarried, had 2 great kids. Now that's the last thing I could ever do. Big deal, it's just money, money is made to spend. Get an extension on your taxes, go call some old friends, tell them you miss them. Even pack your stuff and hit the road on the first thing smoking. Say goodbye to soon to be ex, get a u-haul and just go. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

Answer 4

god helps those who help themselves, i can not answer your prayers because there are so many others with more pressing problems than yours

plenty of people are alone, and plenty of people owe the IRS money, but there are other people out there with real problems

so put your life back together, it will take some time and things will go slowly, pay off the IRS and remember, no one wants to be with you if you don't even want to be with you, so start getting happier, stop being miserable, and once you are hapy from within, thats when everything else will come your way

if you kill yourself, then what do you think the outcome of that will be, do you thin you will be happier?

Answer 5

Killing yourself won't help, and that is very sad what I am hearing from you. All I can think of is you abandon everyone and try to make a new life. No girl is ugly, and I have been there in having a few friends. And you know what? It made me stronger. So maybe god isn't helping you as it seems. But maybe this event in your life is a test? A test to see what you think you can do to solve it or how wise/strong you are. And you need faith, your dreams are pretty big to get to now that you're thinking. But even the ugliest girls become the most beautful women on earth. Watch House Bunnies (I think that's what it is called) the main character was in your position but worse, then she had this rash. The rash made her beautiful as she got treatment. She then became a playboy bunny. Then she helped college girls who weren't pretty... to Beautiful girls! So hang in there

Answer 6

There are times that we must face devastating, hardship, and burdens, and just because we go through things we feel like God is not listening to us, so what's the point of going on. It may sound crazy, but there are times God will put us through these kind of hardship, because we may be heading towards the wrong path in life. Not only that, but heading toward that path you may be turning away from God. So, now that you are calling out to God, bee humble and allow Him to fully take over your heart. Allow Him to take control of the situations, and believe and have faith that He will provide a way to solve all your problems. I know God is a good God, and He will never stray away from His faithful people. So, I will pray for you and hope that you truly allow God into your life and in your situations. If I could help financially, but right now financially resource is my financee, while I finish school.

Answer 7

So, you're going to end it because you are lonely and owe IRS 1500???? You're life all comes down to this?????? Get out of the house and go help someone in need and quit feeling sorry for yourself. Yeah, that may be tough talk but you need a kick in the *** for even thinking that way. Look at all the people suffering in the world and you want pity. NOPE, no pity.

Answer 8

You need some help my dear. Best place to start is with AA. This is a wonderful group for someone like you. You will have lots of support and will find friends. Depression often accompanies alcoholism. So you owe some money? Big deal, join the club. Half of the world is in debt up to their eyeballs. It is not worth taking your life over. Come-on, call AA, and someone will be there within the hour. This is your one shot, Take it, and you wont regret, I promise you that.

Answer 9

Dont give up!!! I went through a situation like this a couple years back. Everything is great now!! I would have really missed out if I had pulled the trigger the two times I thought about it. Try not to spend too much time alone.Great friends can help you through this!Also see a doctor about getting on some anti-depressants. You may need some to help you through this difficult time in your life.It worked for me!!!Your in my prayers!

Answer 10

I know it seems bad right now, but there are people in worst positions than you. Suicide isn't the answer. Life gives us bumps and bruises. No one is exempted from that. Your load may be heavy but facing it and moving in the right direction one step at a time will make you strong. I will pray for you but prayer alone doesn't do it. You must make a decision to face your demons and improve your life.