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Question

That face isn't sad enough!!

i hate myself because I don't have any friends but I'm not happy alone. I'm soo bored with everything and I just want to know what it feels like to be one of the normal people. I can't figure out what is wrong with me (I'm not bad looking if that matters) but it must be something pretty serious. I just want to go hang out with people like other people do! I play music but I barely practise anymore because what's the point if I have no one to play with! What is if like to just go watch movies or go to the mall with a group of people? I've done everything there is to try, including not doing anything! I hate being alone. I must be the only person who dreads weekends, in high school I couldn't wait for class to start because watching other people in the hall who have friends sucked more than classes! Saturday night TV is aweful! I've barely done anything exciting in my life because there is nothing fun that's worth doing alone!

Answer 1

At certain times in my life I was in exactly the same boat. Worked weekends just to avoid the boredom and loneliness.

To live life with a passion, a fire in your belly, is to truly live. You need to find that one thing that really turns you on, and then focus on it and make it your whole life. This is the best feeling, and then everything else, friends and such seem to just fall into place. People are naturally attracted to those who are living for a passion.

You may not pick exactly the right thing at first. Just go for the most likely thing you could get into and see if it has legs. If not, move on and keep trying until you find your passion.