I've been moving around my whole life..like this is the 5th time I moved.. and it suxxx... I'm a very asocial person.. I don't talk much.. or I talk to much (only when I'm hyper).. so, I'm bi polar.. and Its like:
depressed
ecstatic
angry
ecstatic
depressed
suicidal
everyday I have mood swings like this all the time.. its muffing annoying.. the only time I actually talk to people is when I'm all hyper and ecstatic.. I dont even know who I am when I'm like that, but I like it, cuz thats the only time I actually talk to people and get people to acknowledge my petty existence... I've tried to commit suicide (yaaaay, go me) and I ended up in the hospital..wohoo..yeh , i guess that was stupid, but I have NO !@&¤?ING friends..its not like I have friends, but not real friends (like some people say).. Hell, they dont know how lucky they are to at least have someone to call a friend.. All I do is nothing! I have no life whatsoever. When I go home from skool, thers no more space >.<
2007-02-10
10:39:01
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Kookie The Kitty
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well thanks ppl, for answering. Some people made me laugh tho, like: "get over it" hahaha.. oh well.. I guess you guys are right, I'm just a kid and kids are sooo naive and all that poopoo.. yeh.. I knoes.. and I never said I was the only one with problems.. did I ever write "oh I'm the only one with problems, bohooo" uh, no I didnt =) Oh, and if you have something bitchy to say, dont bother ^-^ I wanted advice, I wanted someone to tell me that somehow it would get better, and some people did, so thanks.. bad comments are just for people who need someone to vent on..geeeeez y do u have to get all pissed off at me, when all I did was ask for solem advice?! gawd, retards ^-^...ps. thankies for the people who can actually understand how I feel
2007-02-11
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I'd say what you need to do first, is figure out who you are, who you'd like to be, and what you want out of life, but you shouldn't do that yet!!! YOU'RE STILL IN SCHOOL!!!
you have your whole life ahead of you. you could fucke it up now and as long as you lived through it, you could still make it OK in 5 years time, more or less.
all it takes is determination, and to know what you want out of life. if you don't have those things yet, or dont know where to get them, JUST HOLD ON. just hold on.
life gets better. i wanted to kill myself when i was still in school as well. my curfew was directly after school (no shopping, nothing.). i never went anywhere. i didn't talk to anyone at school. i couldn't keep friends because they'd ask to visit at my house, and my mother would always say no. they'd ask if i wanted to come over, and my mother would say no, so sometimes i'd go anyway, and my mother would call the police, do whatever it took to embarrass me, insult me, and bring me home.
i finally ran away to the otherside of the united states when i was 19.
it really does get better. it really does. i promise.
comfront the demons inside you, and tell them you are stronger, and they are nothing. they only exist because you let them. you are capable of more than you could ever imagine. only you hold the key to making the rest of your life good, or bad, or both.
its true, being bi-polor is alot more complicated than that, but its not impossible to take the trouble in your life, stare it right in the face, and tell it to get the hell out of your life. its worked for many people, and it can work for you, if you are strong.
you can shoot me a message if you'd like to talk more!
2007-02-10 10:52:08
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answered by ASLotaku 5
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You need to see a psychiatrist, to talk about your problems and get on mood stabilizers that'll stop the drastic mood swings. You need to go right away, because life can be better for you, but not if you stop it. Call Monday. And if you feel suicidal in the meantime, call 911. Life IS tough, but you CAN get help for it!
2007-02-10 10:49:33
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answered by Bud's Girl 6
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Has the doctor prescribed you any meds? I think that there is a medication to regulate bipolar disorder and make you feel more emotionally stable and not suicidal. If it helps it might be easier to make friends. Really just wait until you get to college. People are a lot more accepting there and it is much easier to make friends. I am so sorry you are going through this.
2007-02-10 10:48:11
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answered by mommasquarepants 4
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Inside I can tell you are a very likeable person Sooo...stop whining and get a grip on your life. I don't have any body I would call a friend, but that don't stop me from having fun. you have to take control or you'll be nothing but a loser. Get with the program!
2007-02-10 10:48:55
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answered by Boogerman 6
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stop yer phuquen cryin nobody wants to hear that crap you think you got it tough now you little punk wait till you get older and the crap really hits the fan and stop leanin on that I'm bipolar crutch you'de be way ahead without it I wish I could open a boot camp for little beotches like you I'd teach you how bad it could really be and when you got out you could smile again and know that no matter what happens or who craps on you it could always be worse. lifes a party quit treatin it like a phuquen wake
2007-02-10 10:53:59
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answered by Anonymous
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Get over yourself. And get some professional help. You think your the only person who has ******* problems? We all have issues, how you deal with those issues determines your happiness.
2007-02-10 19:15:52
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answered by lstntfnd 2
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A good doctor can help you. You are not Alone.
2 Meditate on your breath is good . Get into yoga, ok!
You'll be ok, I know it is hard, but this too shall pass :)
2007-02-10 10:55:23
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answered by Mijoecha 3
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Check your diet - could be low lood sugar, or high blood sugar.
2007-02-10 10:43:51
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answered by T Time 6
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Sorry to hear that.
2007-02-10 10:42:35
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answered by Anonymous
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