I have in the past but not since I became a mother. You can talk to your doctor about it maybe they can help you feel better about yourself.
2007-02-07 14:02:35
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answered by Jennifer M 3
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I always thought about things like that until i was shot in the leg in iraq, i almost got killed twice then i knew that life was good so take advantge of it, cause you only live once.
2007-02-07 14:00:40
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answered by Anonymous
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Try eating chocolate. Lot's of it. It makes it go away, at least for some time.
2007-02-07 14:28:33
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answered by Cirrus 3
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My advise to you, forget about your sad thought for a while and go for osmething extreme. Start learning rock-climbing, for example.
I felt like dying twice (I never had thoughts of suicide, just felt it would be good if I died). Once when I was about 14 years old. Several times at that age I felt like I wanted to die, one night I even begged God to take my life (thanks God, he has his own plans for me ;) ). But one evening, when I was most desperate (I had 5 or 6 such evenings at most), I could even imagine how I'd die. Since I have rich imagination anyway, i pictured it all so clear that started crying over myself (sounds funny now)...
Then I imagined what would happen after I died... No, not at all about my afterlife, coz I'm not sure what happens there. I imagined what would happen to my family if I died. I imagined how my mother would feel - desperate and broken. I imagined what my dad would feel, when his onlly daughter dies - broken, broken, broken. I wondered how hard they would take it, and realized that harder than I can ever imagine. (Even ten years later, when coming to conscious again after anaesthesia and my first thought was "looks like I died", I thought it was wrong, and I am not supposed to die yet, because that will be hard on my parents - now harder than ever).
The second time was when I lost my faith. Not my religion, but my faith at the age of 18. I lost my faith in everything. I felt like I wanted to cry, but the tears wouldn't come, because everything was fine - truly. Except what I felt inside. The tears wouldn't come, because there was nothing to cry about. I felt so empty inside that I felt like I don't even have love for one sigle soul on this earth, even those closest to me. At that time I thought my life has no meaning and I wanted to die because that emtiness was so hard on me. I wished I could talk to someone about my problem, but the emptiness was so huge that I thought I didn't even have anything to talk about. One day I decided, I'll talk to myself, but it didn't go well either, cause I felt stupid talking to myself.
When I was thinking how desperately emty my heart felt, I suddenly realized that it wasn't all that emty. There was the one who is always willing to listen, if you are willing to open up, the one who you can talk to about emptiness. I talked to God. No, of cause not that we had a dialogue, as some say. I talked, meaning I addressed to Him. I talked to him free of religion. I suddenly realized that I have faith in Him (not in religion, but in God). I have never again felt the emptiness ever since.
I believe that faith is what makes people live. Not necessarily in religion or God. Faith in something. Faith in people. Faith in the future you have imagined. Faith in science. Just faith.
So my three advises to you:
1) Start joining something extreme, just make sure that you do it eventually.
2) Think about what would feel those, who love you so much, if you die.
3) Think about what you truly believe in and keep your faith in it.
2007-02-07 15:58:52
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answered by riot333 1
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yeah i try so hard to think of the positive side
but yeah its so hard
i just want to crawl in a hole and die :(
2007-02-07 14:01:44
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answered by krista sunshine 2
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