how do you get over something so horribale?

Question

before i was born my grandpa died. my grandma told me that he sent me as an angle. then my grandma remarried. 4 or 5 years after she married she died of posining and he posined her. i watched her die right infront of me eyes and the last thing she told me was "everything will be ok" then she went. i was sexaly touched by her 2 husband. sence kindergraden i have been harassed by girls. they have called me horriable thing. my best friends have went behind my back and talked about me. now i get called names like (slut, whore, loser, bi***, ahole, ect.) i have been to 3 schools in the past year and it seems like at everyone i can't trust anyone. i am a person who has to have people to help me and i am also a very trust worthy person. i don't know what to do anymore. these girls will not leave me alone weather it's over the computer, phone, or in person. they think that it's funny when i cry and when i want to kill myself over these things. my mom tells me that it is just jeliousy. but why?

Answer 1

You seriously NEED to go and talk to the school principle and explain all this they will help you.