Am I crazy, really?

Question

It started when i was real little. I know i couldn't have been older than three. I started seeing outline of little things dancing in circles around me. That didn't last long though. Then came voices. Not actually conversations, but sometimes someone would call my name.My nightmares. Have always been with me. Theres not a night that goes by, that I don't have a horrific nightmare. Thats not all. The bad feeling I would get every time i went up my grandmothers stairs stayed with me. Even after I moved out. I don't know what it is but when I was younger, and I would take naps . I always woke up to my stuffed animals being rearranged in my bedroom. I have talked with two of my dead friends in my dreams. And my greatgrandmother... But the presence seems to have followed me around my whole life. I have never slept sound my whole life. Now, my greatgrandmother,was a native indian. And was known for seeing the dead. She told us about her encounters.3 where at the house when it started with me

Answer 1

There are different possibilities of what this could be, could be a form of psychosis, could be a ghost, it could be a constant stress your living with but either way there is clearly some disturbance in your life.
No one here can go giving you diagnosis' that needs to be made by a professional which you should consider seeing. They can help you work out what it is, whether there is a treatment or whether you just need to do something new in your life.

Answer 2

not even remotely. but definitely highly sensitive. you are picking up energies and impressions from people and your environment that most folks definitely wouldn't. you're quite psychic. and, such abilities do run in families, it's been noted. in your dream state you're probably travelling too often to the "lower astral", where some nasty beings hang out, thus the nightmares. i'm no expert in these areas, but i know people who are similar in their talents and experiences. as for things being moved about, some non physical beings have the "power" to do this, it's not that uncommon. the "cure"--you need to spend time with someone *completely trustworthy* and knowledgeable to explain your abilities to you. once "under control" they are a great help in life. (too, your house may need to be "cleansed" to remove unpleasant entities). be very careful whom you choose to help you with these situations. perhaps a relative from the native american side of your family would be a good place to start regarding someone to contact? best of luck!! ;-)

Answer 3

try to study your own senses, treat then in a separate way, smell, vision, earring, tact, and taste, its Important, so when you dream you can better perceived your self, if you keep conscious of then in separate way's they will grow, friendly our senses are just like babies, its, nothing wrong to be scare as long as doesn't get chronically, I was the same way and I use to enjoy the dark in my room, it teach me to see across the darkness peach black emptiness of Space in no time.

Answer 4

Religiously speaking, it sounds like a generational curse and a demon that attaches itself from one person to another from generation to generation. The nightmares are from a spirit of fear, you would need a religious person to pray over you to release you from this fear. Sorry but someone from a christian faith could better help you then someone from the indian faith.

Answer 5

you may or may not be but you could be having hallucinations or sleep-walking. or you could actually have a ghost haunting you. either way you should talk to a psychiatrist or a counselor about this and get their opinion.

Answer 6

Could be schizophrenia.