I given it though a few times - yeah - but it's not something I wish 4.
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Oklahoma Musical - "Poor John is dead ... A candle lights his head ... he's looking oh, so peaceful and Serene."
Ok, there was a time in my life where I didn't feel valued at all. I did fantasizes that I died and that ppl missed me. This fantasy wasn't suicidal, but the cry for the need to feel value and direction. Looking back, it was the small steps that got me out of this rut ...
I would start saying small phrases like "Good Job" after doing stuff; even as small as showering ... and eventually, these small positive words revealed to me all the wonderful stuff that I'm involved in and that I have value.
2007-02-04 08:15:52
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answered by Giggly Giraffe 7
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Yes, I have. Hopefully, they would say that I was: a. honest, b. cared about people who were law-abiding, honest, and sincerely showed that they cared about other people, c. that I made a difference in the world because, in some way, I made the lives I touched through talking or writing better or I made the person who had that life smile.
2007-02-04 08:17:27
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answered by Anonymous
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I don't fantisize about it but I do think of what my world will be like if other people were dead. But about me.....no I could really care less what people will say because I will be dead and it won't matter.
2007-02-04 08:14:58
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answered by tania_d_ann 3
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I think everyone has thought something like that at some point. Those are dark thoughts though, lets not shine any light on them, k? Lets talk about sex or something more enjoyable like that... :-)
2007-02-04 08:35:28
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answered by Anonymous
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Absolutely. Even wrote a song about it...Someday, I'm Gonna Die. Hear it on myspace...
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=103804632
2007-02-04 08:18:13
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answered by Anonymous
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Nope. I have enough problems with how they react to me alive.
2007-02-04 08:26:06
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answered by Anonymous
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yes,,,,,, only when I am feeling taken for-granted.........
one of those, I'll show THEM days,,,,,, I'll eat a blank of blank and then they'll be sorry!!!!!!
but realistically........ they don't give a crap, so why should you give a crap about them,,,,,,,,,,,,, screw them
why would you think twice, even your death wouldn't make them care about you,,,,,,, that's when you know, it's time to get a new husband/boyfriend/ friends,,,,,,,,,and/or separate from the toxic family,,,,,,,
2007-02-06 13:32:41
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answered by ? 3
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well i didn't "fantasized" about it, but i might of thought about it.
2007-02-04 08:10:40
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answered by ndine_5 2
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Thanks God ....
2007-02-04 08:20:41
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answered by drorba1 3
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