Expanding your mind. Man or Mutant..?

Question

Okey.So this has plagued my mind for quite some now.I'v been an advocate for mind bending drugs since i was in high school,expeiramenting with just about everything under the sun(peyote, mushrooms, lsd, morning glory, weed) including some i wish i hadn't done(coke, some meth, nitrous, ketamine, micro*dots, and ha even nutmeg) Mostley doing psychedelics.Now having been sober for two years (just smoking some dank and drinking with friends) i overthink everything, im soo analytical it's hard for me to relate to alot of people (the other half of the people i click with instintly).It's also very hard to feel emotion,im like a robot or somthing. I feel like i have changed my chemical fountation to the core,.like i'v mutated into somthing else..somone else.i can live with that,i just find myself thinking i'm superior to some people (you would think i'd feel the exact oppisit)with "closed minds". My question is:psychedelics: transformation or self destruction?

Answer 1

Both i'd say. These drugs have effected your mind (transformation) and it's likely (which is only to say what is known through research on drugs and their effects) that it's done so in a negative way (even if such way may seem positive or non-concerning to you now) therefore it's also self-destructive. So to answer you question- both.

I would especially see the struggles to feel emotion as a negative thing (although i understand how it could be seen as a positive as people wouldn't need to feel bad emotions) as emotions and feelings are such a huge part of life (one of the reasons for living i think).

Interesting question though.

Wow i used alot of brackets in that answer...

Answer 2

Transformation or self destruction?, You better go back into analysis, of the beginning of such state you are into as its to day?, and then firmly recognize that the damage has been done, perhaps the best of all is that the guilt is only yours!, responsibility for our own actions it becomes a must to achieved if your sincere decision to get better have kick in. somepeoples will experience diferent, attacks?, visions of dark, sisures?, etc., that in the extrems!, though between transformation and destruction I do prefer transformation, your writing whitout much analisis, shows positived, and any one can work in a new begining, though is important to be prepared to accept the new you, that of course it should be a better you, more human, more man, (I assume you are a man), and best of all a new Intelligent being. Intelligent aas well than knowledge is something Universal, they have and they are. and they can be found in two complite different Universes, Though in our brains, which is what needs this new transformation, there is a dark substance that by all means has the same nature of waste dark and sluggish matter. This should scare you, this is where fears begins, though I'm waking with you, across, the dark though's, that whit-in this matter's, and substances of matter', your Brains mass, have in hiding from your own self the best gift of all to Human kind, the gift of Intelligence. Such gift consciously combine with the 5 senses, can work miracles for the with-in of the it-self, which is the connection to your own soul, that in this very moment is sufering, because you have forgotten about your other self, the spiritual and the phisical. though your mind steal at work it need to ear from you that you want to change, and put your life in order. learn to small follow your instintcs, to get acustum to good small, learn to ear, in the same way, learn to see beuty from a real and truthfull point of view, regect lust, clean your mind from bad, think in good, think that not only with your eyes you can see, but also with you ears, and your sense of small, put this three senses in your mind to do this, in bed and in the dark, don't get scare nothing negative can touch you, not even Evil have that power. Work alone and be ready for others to see you and perceived you with different eyes, someone may to keep you in the state in which you are now, and you don't want that., remember your Soul and your spirit are waiting for you self true self, to repent from doing harm to your own living energy, that is what will begin again to move your senses perhaps out way from you again and again because they which to protect your soul as well than your own Spirit. go into a new transform your self. if you can't do it, God gift of Intelligence to all man, can help you best. also is good to pray, for your self, your soul and your spirit, as well for your mind to have good though. Good luck, write back anytime. God is my witness, I'm a XChristian believer perhaps the best of all. Thank-you. let me prey. for you, soul and mind.

Answer 3

It shortens your neurons receptor sites. It can be good in some ways but bad in others. You have to do some research on neurotransmitters and brain rewiring to understand it.

Answer 4

Sounds like the damage is already done. Transformation into someone you are not.