I have this burning hatred against myself. The only reason why I haven't killed myself in a horrible fashion is that my bloody corpse (formed by my arts of death-giving) would give some detective a few nightmares. The only person I want to hurt is me, noone else.
Thing is, I look at this hunk of flesh that I'm wearing and it just seems so useless and worthless. It can't do anything. When I try to do good, I just mess it up and end up ruining someone's day. Then I think about all the food I eat and how it could be going to some little kid with a whole lot of potential in some orphanage somewhere and it makes me want to destroy my body immediately so that the basic resources can be re-directed.
What of this? Should I keep going or end it now?
2007-02-02 14:28:26 · 7 answers · asked by Zeek 3 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
You could say: stay alive to help people...but...my being alive will probably always hurt people.
2007-02-02 14:29:16 · update #1
first of all, you need to take a good long look at everything you do have. i'm sure you have something... but i understand exactly where you are coming from. it's been happening to me alot lately.. all this stuff just becomes too much to handle. but there is no since in just letting it all go. just remeber you have to go threw the hard times to know the good ones.
hope i helped.
2007-02-02 14:39:57 · answer #1 · answered by [shelbo] 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I think it's very wrong to hate oneself for such silly reasons. You're always going to influence the people around you and because different people have different values it is possible to demoralize someone. But I think that the best way you could ruin a lot of people's day is by doing something as rash as killing yourself. This suicide trend is growing exponentially and every suicide shown on the news is going to be the decisive factor in somebody else's suicide. "If he/she could do it why couldn't I?" and stuff like that. Anyway you need to try and have some you time .. some time alone. And analize yourself on a psychological level, not just what you can or cannot do. Because you could do a lot if you wanted to. Instead you just feel sorry for yourself and do nothing. My guess is you're depressive and you demand a lot of yourself, I have a friend that is just like that :). Anyway, my suggestion to you is to stop feeling sorry for yourself and start thinking more about what you want to do and less about what you are required to do or should do. If you want to help starving children work as a volunteer somewhere to help the poor. Work hard, earn money and make donations to orphanages. There's a lot you can do with your life as long as you realize that you have limitless potential. And don't kill yourself :) it would ruin a lot of my days too if you would :p
2007-02-02 22:38:34 · answer #2 · answered by lachlaan2004 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
There's an old saying - "There's always someone worse off than yourself". Think about it for a minute. Don't waste your precious time hating yourself. You have so much to offer the world. You don't say whether you have a job or not. Having a job and doing something you enjoy can really lift your self esteem - which is what you need. Don't eat to make yourself happy, it doesn't work. Find a friend on the internet, do volunteer work, join a group. Live long and happy. :)
2007-02-02 22:43:30 · answer #3 · answered by jammer 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
ya it is wrong to hate oneself.dear dont waste ur life and time,u are strong , dont behave like a weak person.theres alot of enjoyments and sorrows around us,its upto us wat we chose for ourselives.u are chosing sorrows for urself,its not fair.if u think people hurt bcoz of u then u may keep urslef far from such people who gets hurt easily.if someone hurt u then just ignore them,they are not much important.wat ever u have mentioned is all selfmade tensions:).......cheerup dear.u are the Best:).dont spoil ur qualities and life.
try to do some work,these type of tension often comes when u r free and nothing do else.
GOOD Luck.
Luv you:)
2007-02-02 22:59:19 · answer #4 · answered by karabiner 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Ask your MD to send you to a shrink for evaluation. It just seems so bloody obvious to me: why suffer needlessly when they can help? You are clearly suffering through a bout of major depression; get off your can asap and get treated for it.
2007-02-02 22:38:52 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
there is no good reason to hate yourself, just look around, millions are living , you may think all are extremely happy , it is appreciable having openly spelled of your self dislikness, every one cant agree they are happy , they could simply quote "I am satisifed" of my life,
please leave the hatredness attitude, change to self motivated attitude and prove your self and your neighbour " that you could be a winner lin life"
2007-02-02 22:34:59 · answer #6 · answered by david j 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Please keep going. I love your ramblings.
2007-02-02 22:35:49 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋