Alrighty, i'll get to the point. In U.S history we had this fake COLUMBUS trial, wiether if he discovered America or not, and if he was a horrible person. I, as a witness(I didn't choose) recieved a character profile thing yesterday with the information i'm suppose to remember and 'be into character.'
but I hate going infront of people. So as I went up there, I forgot everything. I felt so dumb...but that's besides the point...when my guy friend asked me a bunch of questions,(he was an attorney on my side against Columbus) I answered so badly, so wrong....he gave me the most dissapointed look I have ever saw. I felt my throat begin to dry up as I just couldn't believe how much I dissapointed him like that. I went back to my seat, upset, I felt tears flowing my eyes, no I didn't cry. but that image of his dissapointment just began to haunt me. I know people thought I was a sensitive fill in the blank idiotic girl. Why am I so upset like this?WHY!?
2007-02-02 10:33:14 · 6 answers · asked by SweetCocoaAngel 1 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
**Sorry, I don't mean deppressed, I took psychology for two or three years. I shouldn't have said that. I wanted an attention getter since i'm mostly ignored and an outcast here and in real life. but that was wrong with me and I apologize for that.**
2007-02-02 10:43:23 · update #1
Your question is to long for me to read........so i will not answer it. Good day
2007-02-02 10:36:36 · answer #1 · answered by superdudeman 2 · 1⤊ 6⤋
I really felt your pain reading that. I do think you should ask for some counselling. It could really help you, I know you have a lot of issues (I've read your other posts) and sounds like you may have low seretonin levels and some sort of medication is in order.
I have had a lot of similar problems to you in the past and I recognise your behaviour in myself. I really suggest talking to a doctor about getting some professional counselling and possibly going on some kind of medication, such as prozac for your depression/obsessive behaviour/body image issues (these issues are all connected and very much as a result of low seretonin levels and dysfunctional thinking).
Try not to let yourself obsess and over analyse situations and people. I think this is your obsessive nature that causes you to do this. Speak to someone about your problems sooner rather than later, because once you do, you will feel much better and can work towards overcoming your psychological issues.
Take care : )
2007-02-02 19:48:29 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
luckily i dont have that type of problem. getting up in front of a crowd isnt hard for me, and its fun if im in front of people i like. im a calm, kinda mellow, go with the flow person. I think u should try to be like that too (but dont get it twisted, im not a slacker) just try to calm down and stop being nervous. if u dont know something and u cant do anything about it dont fret. just say oh well, i'll do better next time.
2007-02-02 18:43:33 · answer #3 · answered by GaMi 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Cos you being too hard on yourself!!! Stop being so damn fussy bout being the best and doing it right all the time!! Just calm down baby, take it easy cos everbody makes mistakes. Try laughing about it. Least you got the worst part over now!! Next try you can only floor them with your dazzling pearly smile and pretty eyes and boundless wit!!! Please smile, don't be sad, lifes too short.
PEACE & LOVE & ALL THAT
2007-02-02 18:38:56 · answer #4 · answered by Minx 7 · 1⤊ 1⤋
That's not depression. Stop trying to get attention.
2007-02-02 18:41:34 · answer #5 · answered by D.O... 3 · 0⤊ 2⤋
because u feel you let someone down...it will go away
2007-02-02 18:41:24 · answer #6 · answered by kapple0913 2 · 1⤊ 1⤋