Till the age of 12 i was mad about girls , i still remember i used to fantasize about them, yes sexually, then accidently i had a homosexual encounter with one of my cousin, nothing much ,but petting and kissing. Although it was not a big thing it had a deep impact on my 'innocent' mind then and i started to think i was a homosexual and then i was also tormented, teased and tortured by my schoolmates, an for bout 5 years i was in depression , punishing and hating myself, nobody supported me, and all this time i was searching for love ,acceptance and compassion. i was searching for that "manly" quality within me which i was unable to find becoz of the loads of insecurity, low self esteem, inferiority complex within me so i was attracted towards men and not boys
but i cud never fantasize myself with any individual, But the act of two people doing it. i have this fetish for mens chest, i am 18 and a half n recently i have started to feel attracted to girls but i still have attracn 2 men
2007-01-29 22:36:01 · 2 answers · asked by no_offence 1 in Society & Culture ➔ Cultures & Groups ➔ Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender
I'd see a counselor / psychologist. There's a LOT going on there, and it may or may not be affecting how you will eventually end up identifying.
2007-01-30 13:14:34 · answer #1 · answered by Atropis 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I would have to say you are definately gay or straight. Don't sweat the label enjoy being with whoever you want to be with, do what makes you happy.
2007-01-30 12:38:50 · answer #2 · answered by J J 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋