I have always been in drama filled relationship and finally I decided to get out of them. 6 months later I met this WONDERFUL guy who is so caring, genuine, attractive, funny, makes me smile and brings out the best in me. I'm not jealous of him and I trust him 100% which is very strange for me. I think that in the past I thought that "love" was mis-trust and jealoust because that showed that I didnt want them to have anyone else therefore I "loved" them. Now that I trust him, I question my love for him. I have convinced myself of so many things. Commitment phobic, anxiety issues (which I have), hormones, End of infatuation, and falling out of love. I just have this gut feeling that something is missing or that something is wrong. My whole family LOVES him and I sometimes I question myself and wonder if I am with him for me or for my family.
I want to be with him forever. He makes me happy and I LOVE doing nice things for him
People say follow your gut but I WANT to be with him!
2007-01-28
12:47:36
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