Please help me somehow anybody …
When I came to the states, I lived in a suburb and there was this friend who lived not far with from my house. He had a family member that would often come over but I was quitly shy and at the first look of the “family member” I remember I had a weird feeling… I just didn’t know what it was-but it was something strong and powerful deep in me. There would be times we would play but that feeling would stop me because I just didn’t know what it was. I was a quiet shy girl at the time.
But my story is… when I moved to different city –I lost contact of the “friend” and when I had to switch schools –I was so nervous and scared of going to a new school, but as soon as I walked in, I had a strange feeling –and when I came into my class “there he was the friends family member looking straight at me. The feeling returned-still unkown to me what it meant-but it was so deep and strong-and no words were spoken –only eye to eye connection.
So there we were going to the same schools together, and each day to day the feeling got stronger-as if he was a part of me in away- as if my mind was telling me something different then my heart-its weird –so weird beyond weird to me… but years passed and we came close until I told him I didn’t like him ( but the truth was I couldn’t help myself and this feeling was uncontrollable –and I would do everthing I can to get him out of my head.
2007-01-26 15:17:34 · 1 answers · asked by angelinee_1984 1 in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
And then ever since that day…to this day I have dreams of him out of nowhere, Im not even thinking of him and there he is –as if we where together-and then I always in the dream am –with him smiling… so happy like never before. Even though I am with a different men…this “friends family member” is always within me a part of my soul. Whenever I would meet a new person, the first night I would dream about him and this happened every day till today. Its starting to creep me out so badly that I just don’t know what to do…. I love my boyfriend so much…but this person wont let me live a peaceful life because if I don’t dream about him…then the weirdest things will always happen that will always bring him up in my mind… I mean the weirdest.
Help me ….what is it?
2007-01-26 15:18:00 · update #1
never had any sexual relationship not even a kiss lol---
2007-01-26 16:19:45 · update #2
Weird, yes.
One question I need to ask though, were you two ever intimate (have sexual intercourse)with each other? Please add further to your question. I'm just curious.
2007-01-26 16:07:17 · answer #1 · answered by MJ D 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋