So
Basically
Im all sorts of out of wack...
Theres this guy, and I want him more then anyother guy i've ever wanted.
I mean all i'd ever do with guys is want them until i had them and I have him and I want him more then ever. I've never had my heart crushed so many times then with him, just to be with him, I went through hell. I've given more then I thought I would ever to this man. I don't know what it is, its crazy, and I can be myself with him, be crazy, stupid, relaxed, annoying, anything, and he still comes around. What the hell. I mean whats going on. He doesn't care if i'm wearing no makeup or in my pajamas he still thinks im beautiful. It doesn't matter to him. He wants to take care of me when i'm sick, make me happy. I want to make him happy. Isn't that a shock? I mean Tara, Brittani, and Tati all know me, this is so out of character. I have so much fun with him, even if it's just lying around watching movies all day in bed, we have fun BEING together. You know what bothers me? I CRAVE to talk to him, to be with him, and he has my heart. Whats going on? The tears i've cried for this man. The moments we've shared. He's so sweet and kind, We danced in his room just randomly, that was so special. I'm falling for him so hard, and it's scaring me BIG TIME. I don't let myself get close to boys, they are crazy and heartbreakers. Yet for him, i'm more then willing to take that chance. I don't think I have a choice, my heart has already chosen. I've never felt so special then I do when I'm with him. I have my attitude problems and he LAUGHS at me, I mean c'mon a guy that laughs at you when your mad, he makes me laugh then too. I remember we were in his car and I said I wasn't talking to him anymore, and he was like WHAT? You can't not talk to me... FINE then i'm not talking to you. I was like uhm uh no, it doesn't work that way. We have our own special drink, The Welch's Juice, yeah lol we celebrate with that. I don't know how he knows me so well, oh but he does. He reads my mind, he knows when i'm upset, and he NEVER lets me keep it to myself. He is just plain amazing. How was he not already taken? Oh well he told me that one already, he didn't want anyone, he leaves in march to go back to Michigan, My birthday exactly, how ironic? He said I came and messed up all of his plans, he wants me, he wants to be with me. How could something this fantastic happen? Can I be happy with him, being with him, and actually having a serious relationship? I never have, never wanted to, but he changed my mind. I don't even LOOK at other guys, they don't concern me at all. I have the one I want.
I have no CLUE to even BEGIN to think I know what love is.
I don't know what THIS is.
But I'm sure going to see this through, for the first time, this is something real.
Wow.
I'm definately not being the me I know.
2007-01-21 22:31:39 · 7 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
It would seem you've already discovered what it's like to be in love. You've already decided to see it through so good luck, enjoy your time together however short or long. Without being willing to take a chance we'd never experience anything new or different.
2007-01-21 22:46:50 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Perhaps I think you are in wrong way so wake up and drive your car in right way. This is my suggestion for your future too.
2007-01-22 07:20:02 · answer #2 · answered by Alexius T 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Enjoy it
2007-01-22 06:36:16 · answer #3 · answered by desertma88 1 · 1⤊ 0⤋
yes girl it is LOVE...it's really hard 2 find sum1 like that who makes you feel so different...dont loose him..all d best 2u!
2007-01-22 06:42:28 · answer #4 · answered by frantic! 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
it sounds like you are in love, a strange unique love.
2007-01-22 06:38:26 · answer #5 · answered by Ms. L 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
wot a novel
2007-01-22 06:52:50 · answer #6 · answered by Cool_chick 1 · 0⤊ 1⤋
No it's not
2007-01-22 06:35:26 · answer #7 · answered by Loren H 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋