I had a dream? Anyone with an understanding of psychology is greatly appreciated?

Question

OK; I had this dream last night.. I am usually riding on this red & white trolley in the majority of my dreams. It is the usual for me. But on this one, I and a bunch of kids from my school (including teachers) were riding on this trolley. We stopped on this station... which is kind of like a dimly lit underground station. The entire place was a soft brownish/yellowish color. Anyway, there was only one store here and it was standing on the corner. Everything else was extremely dark.. and right down in the middle of the station was a long long tunnel (I think it was a hall?) that was completely BLACK. Anyway, my friend and I were sitting around for HOURS waiting for this trolley to come by, other trolleys came... but it wasn't ours. I eventually went inside the little shop (where everyone else was, I was the only one standing outside) and it was one of those Café shops and it was EXTREMELY crowded.

I ran into one of my favorite teachers int here (she was my math teacher and she is Indian). But then, all of the sudden I remembered that before I left... I saw this Caucasian girl going onto the trolley that everyone was wiating for (she was blond)... The trolley that we all were waiting for was apparently... number twenty-three and it drove away. Any who, all of a sudden everything became chaos.

My friend was replaced with my cousin and two trolleys arrived at the station and everyone ran with a hurry to the second one (it was behind the first trolley) and I remember seeing, just before entering that the background sort of as like a... gas station. I could see the trees, the sky (it was night time) and the glow of lights from the gas station and neighboring buildings... This place kind of reminds me of my hometown. Any who, everyone crowded onto the trolley in a hurry and I remember sitting in the cart with probably four black kids... and I remember knowing... like mentally seeing that my Aunt was in the conductor's cabin and my cousin was apparently walking around the trolley and I could not find her. Then all of the sudden, there was this screeching noise because the trolley was going to break off (apparently, wherever the trolley was leading to, the tracks just disappeared and it seems to break off and there was a big black hole in the ground).

I remember screaming for my cousin and I thought of my aunt, but it was too late. I remember that I jumped out of the train and ran past the first trolley that was still siting there (I also remember the four Black kids coming out with me, I think it was three girls or four, not sure). I remember watching the trolley fall backwards making this loud crashing noise, and I remember thinking about my aunt, After this, I looked ahead of me and all of the trolleys were gone and so was everyone else... any who, I stared in front of me and I saw that same gas station with cars, lights, trees, and the wind blowing in the wind. The entire station was completely empty too. Then out of no where, my mother appeared out of no where and told me that my aunt was on the train and died... and so was my cousin. And that my cousin jumped off of the trolley's roof to commit suicide. She than showed me this gray iron pole and told me that was where she hit the pole and fell into the hole in the ground.

All of the sudden, everyone reappeared and the first trolley was where it was (I think it was now the 25?) and I walked onto the trolley alone with everyone else (including the Black kids) and I remember watching the scenery disappear as the trolley drove away,

Answer 1

sounds like you feel outcasted at school, and you hold closely to your friends and family because you are affraid of losing them..you want to fit in with everyone else but sometimes feel alone, seems like your affraid of being left behind or sometimes feel excluded

Answer 2

sorry i don't have an answer. just wanted to say, wow you have a good memory. i doubt many people can remember their dreams as well as you. i know i can't. lucky.

Answer 3

I have no clue but I would say don't eat to close to the time you are going to be going to bed!

Answer 4

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Answer 5

I`m so sorry ....I gave up reading it...It was just way to long....

Answer 6

caqnt make any sense of it???????????????