I'm a middle-age guy with no friends and no social outlet. I am very ill with heart disease and won't last thru this year. My computer I call "HARRY" and it is an amusement for me , a lonely isolated guy who need something to read and to do.
I describe myself as SIMPLY THE NICEST, SWEETEST GUY ONE COULD EVER MEET - BRIGHT, AMUSING, SERIOUS, SINCERE, HONEST, THOUGHTFUL, SENSITIVE TO OTHERS, RESPECTFUL OF ALL AND WITH A WARM HEART & WISHING OTHERS WELL. (SO HELP ME GOD ALMIGHTY - I HAVE NEVER MET ANYONE AS NICE AS MYSELF - AND I'VE BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK. I GET ALONG WITH ALL RACES, IMMIGRANTS, INTELLECTUAL LEVELS, AGES, RELIGIONS, AND MORE THAN THAT.
mY family is dead and I have SCUMBAG brothers who could care less about me. The most I get to talk to is the super in my bldg., the landlord who picks up the rent, the delivery guy from the chinese takeout, and whoever I might meet here and there.
I am sorry that when I was younger I didn't try harder to meet a nice lady. I needed an Asian woman or a russian, or something from faraway, gentle & pleasant & totally unlike any USA woman.
But then in those years there were few Asians around & no Russians, etc. Those women could be my match but not today's USA girls.
My computer is efficient. I get up from it to answer the doorbell or grab a tissue to sneeze, etc.
I am also religiously devout, an Orthodox Christian, in every detail. I believe in My Supreme Lord Jesus & His Holy Mother Mary and in His saints and angels.
I love plants, and turtles, and small animals & more plants to care for. I have a soft compassionate heart inside me.
People have their own concerns and no one cares about a mid-age guy who never married and is not a sparkling glamourous attraction at a party or event. the entire world shuns single older guys and guys who are ill and in failing health.
If any of you reading this might be God-fearing , Jews, Christians, Muslims, etc. I ask you only to pray for me that the Lord will show me mercy to heal my failing heart & rapidly swelling body with edema. Diuretics have not reduced the edema not one bit. I live in great pain to walk and climb stairs and to bend my knees. My heart is too damaged to pump normally to circulate the blood all over and I'm drowning in my own fluids. Short of a new heart, my illness has no definitive cure or resolution. And doctors have NO MAGIC WAND to heal me. It's a slow ride to a certain death. I pray Jesus to make me brave to face it.
I hope I have opened a window into another reality per your question. I
I want to thank those of you who pray for me. God will bless you someday.
2007-01-08 15:39:12
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answered by Anonymous
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