I use to be 12 years ago. I was a IV coke user. I got into it more for recreation, and yes the crowd that I hanged around had a lot to do with it. I don't know where the line was from recreational use to addiction, but I'm sure it was instinct when shooting it. I knew my life was going down the tubes and fast, but I continued...I was pawning many things, but continued, My relationship went down hill and hurt a lot of people, but I still continued. I could NEVER associate my failed relationship, arrests, poor work performance, lost of friends who really loved me to my drug use. I pretty much thought I was at the wrong place at the wrong time, plus it was my life and not theirs, the money that I did work for was mine and I thought that I could spend it the way I wanted to. After many years of using drugs, I acquired people in my life that did drugs and the good ones didn't want to be around me (which I did care at that time) which they were smart, the excitement of being on the run, the loud music, the dark, the lights, just the drug atmosphere. When I got clean 12 years ago...it was very hard to get cleaned up, it wasn't just the drug that I missed, but that life style as well. The people I hung with in that life style I really could fully never trust them!!!, and when I became clean I had to learn to trust people again, and that took years. People with addiction will blame everything and anything, but their own drug. Well my boss at work, my girlfriend so & so, that stupid cop, I should of never went down that road, I should of left sooner, you keep nagging me, their sending me to rehab, had to take a dum urine test....and the list goes on & on...they never relate to their drug use...when in reality they need help. Most of the time their life has to go way down and court ordered to rehab, but in reality, that person will not change his life till he is ready to change. I can read all the books on cooking and know everything about it, but if I don't cook, that knowledge isn't much good. Same with going to rehab...theirs a lot of info, but if one doesn't put it into practice...it's not much good.
2007-01-07 16:30:25
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answered by WV_Nomad 6
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God did not create those, different than for marijuana. guy did. Cocaine is a chemically made drug, as is heroin. the place have you ever been? Oxycontin is a by-fabricated from heroin, close, yet not fairly a tournament. it incredibly is used to handle substantial persistent soreness, and likely, abuse can stem from it. each so often warnings are not sufficient. however the abuse isn't undesirable sufficient to prohibit it. i don't comprehend approximately meth being in any ADHD drug. Marijuana facilitates those with ingesting subjects, glaucoma for the eyes, and different psychological well being subjects as nicely. perhaps some greater impartial examining is so as.
2016-10-30 03:29:06
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answered by Anonymous
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