A lot of you might think this isn't an important question, but I need some counsel (and prayer). A year or two ago, I used to be filled with joy, happiness, wisdom, knowledge, and morals. A few weeks into my second quarter and my thoughts were becoming darker. I started feeling frustrated during the day, and 100% mad at night if I didn't get to do what I wanted to do.
I like the field of astrology just for quick reference, and I am a Scorpio. They say it is either you're happy, or you're purely upset. This is true for me. Recently when conversation in my family gets really hot, I tend to explode. I start yelling the F-word constantly, like I have tourettes. It makes me want to beat up anyone I would consider my relative "enemy".
I'm having problems with my friends, my family, school, my own personal interests, and with myself. I, right now, have only one true friend who understands me, because he has been through something similar. If anyone hears me out there, please answer!
2007-01-01
21:22:32
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➔ Psychology
As a note, I have a psychologist, and I only usually tell people who are close to me, but this should help you see my point even more.
I've been living my life trying to impress people or pleasure others before myself. I am a Christian (religiously speaking), and I don't like anything that has to do with the "religion" or "tradition" of Christians. I don't mind Church, but I don't like all those things that are done in lets say Catholic Churches. I am more spiritual than I am religious.
Everyday in school I put up with kids who used to be my friends but now have turned their backs on me due to a crap-talker. My school is a charter school that you don't even have to go to (as a note).
I was adopted and my parents in both families are divorced or split. I have more than other poor kids could dream of having in their room, but I probably take it for granted and squander all my treasures (since I started getting "emotional).
I have a long life story... that was only a quarter of it...
2007-01-01
21:28:15 ·
update #1
... and by the way, I take Sentraline (Zoloft). An "anti-depressent".
2007-01-01
21:33:14 ·
update #2
To answer my fourth answerer, I would like to say that right now I want to sit in a chair all day, surf the internet, play games, download music, and just basically be secluded from anything or anyone else. I like to be in room alone, and WANT to be in my room alone.
I do get happy sometimes, but then it just falls into a depression once I actually start thinking. Girls piss me off too, and I already know I'm not the only one. I could complain all day about ONE thing in my current mood, but I choose not to.
Also, when I get pissed to the point of "no return", I go to sleep and wake up generally a lot better. But, I am like a nuclear explosion and affect everyone else... not only myself.
2007-01-01
21:47:38 ·
update #3