It’s all a story of big confusion, blanks and darkness. I know so little about him, so many images of him form in my mind because I only dare to speculate based on every word, every gesture, every attitude which I interpret in so many ways and to which I react emotionally in so many ways. A personality that contradicts itself so many times, or maybe it’s only the way I see him...
Do I like him? Sometimes I think yes, sometimes I think no and I believe the best way would be to forget him and never talk to him again, but when I make this decision he does something which makes me go back to him...
Sometimes he sounds so young, sometimes he sounds so old it’s confusing and I believe inappropriate. It makes me think I shouldn’t have talked to him in the first place, I should have ignored him and left, this is something which has been on my mind ever since I first stopped to talk to him knowing I shouldn’t. Something inside tells me it’s wrong, that I shouldn’t talk to him... I live in confusion because I am afraid of the truth, of any clear-cut answers about him. Sometimes I prefer not to know... because I believe if I did, I’d run away from him never to come back – and there’s something about him that keeps pulling me back towards him even if I know I shouldn’t let myself be pulled like that...
When he sounds old, I feel like running away from him, crying, feeling guilty, not at my ease... but after a pause, and if he does sound young again, I forget about these....
I thought it won’t last long, but it did. And it still does. I didn’t think he’d like me, or at least not for long...
Sometimes I don’t even know if he likes me... sometimes it seems clear he does... and in a way that scares me because I don’t know how to continue or how to behave...
2006-12-29 21:10:09 · 12 answers · asked by Analyst 7 in Arts & Humanities ➔ Other - Arts & Humanities
It sounds like how I feel sometimes and it sounds like me sometimes, and why are we afraid of those two things?
2006-12-29 21:16:03 · answer #1 · answered by Friend 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
This seems to be an entry in a diary of a young lady with a proposed title of "Heart at a Crossroad". Anyway, if it is a part of a biography that reflects how a certain person is feeling at a moment of her life...well, then, it is that.
2006-12-30 08:57:01 · answer #2 · answered by woman in the well 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It's too boring.I stopped reading it at fourth line.Put some life into it.You want your readers to read your books not use them as sleeping balms.- 'what a super confused and boring character.'
2006-12-30 09:36:23 · answer #3 · answered by nancy 1 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Seems to me like some very well written poetry. Just rearrange the stanzas.
2006-12-30 05:17:39 · answer #4 · answered by JAMI E 5 · 1⤊ 2⤋
I don't know. I stopped reading at,
"It’s all a story of big confusion..."
2006-12-30 05:12:59 · answer #5 · answered by Semaj S 3 · 0⤊ 1⤋
I found this piece to be as confusing as the narrator themselves.
2006-12-30 15:21:55 · answer #6 · answered by mamagoofy13 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
You should start writing stories...u seem to have it going on! Kudos!
2006-12-30 05:47:41 · answer #7 · answered by vufdog 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Not bad, not bad at all. It would be interesting to see who this person is.
2006-12-30 10:16:25 · answer #8 · answered by drg5609 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Too boring to read it all...but that's a great sign of great literature!
2006-12-30 05:11:44 · answer #9 · answered by kcdude 5 · 0⤊ 1⤋
I love it, I would like to read more.
2006-12-30 20:34:07 · answer #10 · answered by eyes_of_iceblue 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋