I sat there on the cold ground with the salt burning in my eyes as the tears ran down my face and soaked my shirt. Mixing with the blood from my wrists as I wiped my cheek. I couldn't stop shaking.my muscles twitching uncontrollably. Teeth grinding tight , the front four scraping as my jaws came together. Unable to speak out. The weight inside my chest pushing out violently then pressing shut so tightly that I could almost feel the point of suffocation between breaths. I pressed my face against the the brick wall, soaked with my sweat, and my tears, and my blood. I pushed the metal cylinder to my teeth. The metallic taste firing through the nerve endings as I bit down.My thoughts slowed and fell away like an ember turning to an ash. All the fire cooling. I thought about her again. The tears stopped. And I knew what I had to do.Minutes later, I'm walking down the sidewalk. A crowd is gathered on the opposite side of the street and I am drawn towards them. My legs taking over as if in an involuntary reflex. I cross the street thinking to myself how effortless a task this is. Only seconds earlier, the avenue was filled with the business of cars whizzing by; almost as if the drivers on the near side were all speeding towards what must have been something spectacular and not worth missing, given the hurry they seemed to be in. While the drivers on the far side seemed have already been there and could not get away from that place quickly enough. But as I found myself in the middle of this street, there was no traffic. No cars to dodge, no people walking. Nothing but the still city, the frozen crowd on that far sidewalk, and a soft, dry wind blowing across my still bloody shirt. My foot touches the curb and the city resumes. I step into the crowd. I attempt to speak to a woman. She is beautiful with long, red hair. She is very professionally dressed and groomed. I want to see what color her eyes are, but I cant as she is looking up. I wonder what she is looking at. I turn around to attempt to speak with some one else. A man. There is nothing distinguishing about this man. Average height. Average build and looks. Completely average. Absolutely nothing about him would ever make seem distinguishing to anyone. I think about how funny it would be to watch him in a police lineup. He would be the guilty man and the eye witness would never even recognize him due to the fact that he was so very average looking. And how he would simply walk out of the jail house and fade right back into the crowd never to be found again. I attempt to speak with him but he only stands there looking up as well. As I look around myself I come to realize that everyone in the crowd is looking at some far off thing above them. They are all completely silent as they watch. I look up too. There is a building in front of us. As my eyes pan up I see the front lobby and above that, thirty or forty more stories.Atop all the windows and people wandering aimlessly within them, no doubt fulfilling some mundane and meaningless office task, there is more concrete and glass stretching toward the sky . By the time I can see the top of the building I can only make out the silhouette of the structure meeting the blue sky. There is something else. Breaking the sharp lines of the building against the sky there is a figure. So small, but undeniably a person standing at the edge of the roofline. The silence of the crowds awe becomes broken as some begins to cheer. Then the others follow. "Jump. Jump. Jump....", over and over until their voices fall into perfect unison and they continue. Their cheers are so loud that I cover my ears, but continue to look up. The figure falls and everyone grows silent. I watch. Story after story he silently falls. His arms are outstretched and he falls gracefully in an almost swan dive position. He falls. Second after second he becomes closer and more visible. He is going to land at my feet, but I am frozen. He continues to fall and then..... He pauses, at my eye level. His arms are outstretched. His jacket is caught by the air within it. His head tilts upward and as I see his face and he looks at mine I realize that the man falling is myself.
2006-12-29 05:23:49 · 6 answers · asked by Vespr 2 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
Words like salt: Preservation. Zest. Maybe there is something that you want to enhance in your life.
Words like burning: Consuming energy. Fiery release. Being passionate towards something.
Words like eyes: Vision. Consciousness and clarity. You will have a pleasant and profitable business and a congenial companion.
Words like down: Overturned. Confusion. Great disorder. You want to straighten something out.
Words like face: Repair of self image. Vanity. Renewal. Part of identity ready for a make-over.
Words like blood: Essence. Life energy. Unfortunate love affairs. Severe disappointment.
Words like cheek: Long life. Good health. Will be love very much.
Words like muscles: Strength. You have the power to overcome emotional sorrow but beware of new friendships.
Words like teeth: Independence. Nourishment and communication. Seeking more power and independence.
Words like jaws: Relentless anger. Willpower. You have conquered initial difficulties but you are having disagreement with lover.
Words like chest: Fullness of life. Generosity. You are having a peaceful time and general prosperity.
Words like suffocation: Restriction. Anxiety. Looking to grow in the right direction.
Words like face: Repair of self image. Vanity. Renewal. Part of identity ready for a make-over.
Words like wall: Defense. Protection. Seeking privacy and security.
Words like blood: Essence. Life energy. Unfortunate love affairs. Severe disappointment.
Words like metal: Endurance. High strength. Need to stay firm in basic principles.
Words like teeth: Independence. Nourishment and communication. Seeking more power and independence.
Words like fire: Spirit. Energy. Unpolluted and cleansing. Need to be inspired or renewed.
Words like walking: Freedom. Movement. Ask yourself where do you want to go.
Words like down: Overturned. Confusion. Great disorder. You want to straighten something out.
Words like legs: Is associated with support and movement. Joy and happiness.,but an injured leg denotes unprofitable occupations.
Words like cars: Personal power. Ego.
Words like hurry: The end of a situation. Danger of an accident. Doomed for disappointment.
Words like traffic: Connections. Dealings. Movement. Chaotic power. Need to go someplace.
Words like cars: Personal power. Ego.
Words like walking: Freedom. Movement. Ask yourself where do you want to go.
Words like city: Ambition Civilize order. Culture. Conclusion of hopes.
Words like frozen: Preservation. Restraint. Feelings need to be resolve.
Words like wind: Sensory overload. Stimulation. You are feeling overwhelmed and tired.
Words like foot: Basic beliefs. Direction in life. You should mend your ways in life otherwise you will suffer from your foolishness.
Words like city: Ambition Civilize order. Culture. Conclusion of hopes.
Words like red: This is an indication of great passion and sensitivity in your emotional relationships.
Words like hair: Attraction and sensuality. If you dream of hair means that you are careless in your personal affairs and will lose advancement by neglecting mental application.
Words like eyes: Vision. Consciousness and clarity. You will have a pleasant and profitable business and a congenial companion.
Words like up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like make: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like watch: Time. Limitation. Ready to discover what emotional field surrounds you.
Words like police: Order. Control. Support. Seeking order but fear control.
Words like guilty: Endurance. Tribulation. Treason. Judgement. Ready to forgive or be forgiven.
Words like eye: Vision. Consciousness and clarity. You will have a pleasant and profitable business and a congenial companion.
Words like house: Financial security. Happiness within the family. Honor and dignity. Being.
Words like back: Changes in life. Family arguments. Approaching money.
Words like up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like above: Higher self. Greater understanding or knowledge. Will receive good news.
Words like watch: Time. Limitation. Ready to discover what emotional field surrounds you.
Words like up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like eyes: Vision. Consciousness and clarity. You will have a pleasant and profitable business and a congenial companion.
Words like up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like lobby: Entrance hall. Public space. Ready to reveal something to others.
Words like above: Higher self. Greater understanding or knowledge. Will receive good news.
Words like or: Restricted vision. Cloud. Screen .Looking to hide certain feelings.
Words like windows: Opening. Opportunity. Feelings of being watched.Need for privacy.
Words like office: Professional duties. Workplace. Working with or on something important for yourself. Prosperity.
Words like sky: Celestial. Limitless freedom. Looking for expansion, life without limits.
Words like time: Irreversible. Continuity. Arrival or departure of feelings. Organizing your inner self.
Words like make: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like blue: This dream denotes a great source of inner peace and a symbol of contentment.
Words like sky: Celestial. Limitless freedom. Looking for expansion, life without limits.
Words like sky: Celestial. Limitless freedom. Looking for expansion, life without limits.
Words like jump: Inconsistent in love affairs. Escape from danger. Adventures.
Words like jump: Inconsistent in love affairs. Escape from danger. Adventures.
Words like jump: Inconsistent in love affairs. Escape from danger. Adventures.
Words like ears: Receptivity. Trouble from unexpected source but big success with an intimate friend.
Words like up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like watch: Time. Limitation. Ready to discover what emotional field surrounds you.
Words like arms: Strength. To dream of seeing an arm, means victory over enemies but family quarrels.
Words like swan: To dream of seeing swans holds prosperous outlooks and delightful experiences. Also they ring good health and revelation of a mystery.
Words like feet: socks signify clothing problems
Words like frozen: Preservation. Restraint. Feelings need to be resolve.
Words like eye: Vision. Consciousness and clarity. You will have a pleasant and profitable business and a congenial companion.
Words like arms: Strength. To dream of seeing an arm, means victory over enemies but family quarrels.
Words like jacket: Conform. Freedom of movement. Seeking liberty of actions. Luck and prosperity.
Words like air: Success. Happiness.
Words like head: Intellect. Understanding. It denotes threatened misery and loss will be avoid by wise action.
Words like face: Repair of self image. Vanity. Renewal. Part of identity ready for a make-over.
Words like falling: Loss of honor. Fear of failure. Loss of power and feeling out of control.
2006-12-29 05:32:56 · answer #1 · answered by ohhh lalalala 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
The key to analyzing most dreams is to discover what each thing and person represents. People in our dreams usually represent and aspect of ourselves.
You have done a great job of detailing your dream. ( You may have a gift for writing.) In journal write about what each thing could represent to you. Look at the emotions you are experiencing. Is this how you feel somewhere inside. Who is the woman, the average man, are they part of you?
Only you can really interprete this dream.
I believe in the importance of dreams but don't be afraid. The fact that these things are finding an outlet is a good thing and I don't think you are loosing your mind or anything. I would see this as a good dream to have.
2006-12-29 05:39:08 · answer #2 · answered by dmjrev 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'd try to forget all of that and think more positively, with that articulation I'd make a book out of it and let your readers figure it out. Usually turns out the readers are more interested and analytical than even the writer is. They find all the mistakes and inconsistancies of every story. So you'll be in the clear since your story seems quite inscrutable.
2006-12-29 05:33:17 · answer #3 · answered by Answerer 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sounds like you are heading for a nervous breakdown. You need some time away from your job and work and life in general. You need a vacation. Maybe a new job as well. Maybe to move to a new country entirely.
2006-12-29 05:29:59 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Maybe it mans you're scared that something might happen to your mom.
2016-03-28 23:51:11 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
this might be helpful
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2006-12-29 06:01:05 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋