Where am I.?

Question

I seem to of lost my country or is it my country threw me away?
What did I do to offend it?
I believed all the lies told me in its defense, never questioned, shed and took blood in its lies.
My brothers names are on walls some latinos o out of poverty and ignorance are now gone.
My uncles and grandparents back to 1670 died for freedom in first founding and then defending my country.
They lived within that freedom, worked through hard and good times making nation strong and when called shed or gave blood defending it. Stars upon my grandmothers walls and pictures to go with them taught me the value and cost of freedom, but they too are now gone.
Nathan Hale,"give me liberty or give me death", John Paul Jones, "We have yet begun to fight', one if by land and two if by sea, four score and.... I Pledge Allegance, He ain't heavy he's my brother of Boys Town fame and father Flarrety where ae they?
Maybe they went with my country I hear them yet, "The Junk Man Cometh!

Answer 1

You are in the State (no pun intended) of Frustration pursuing the answer to a logical question. :)

Answer 2

The country you knew has changed in many ways, some for better, some for worse, but there are still people who hold to the ideals you grew up on.

Answer 3

your in between God's Kingdom and Satan's Kingdom

forgive those who have tried to destroy your life and you will find yourself on solid ground in God's Kingdom

Jesus died to pay the price of your crimes
and the crimes of your enemies.

let it go and fight the good fight of Faith, Hope, and Love

then you will expose the evil with greater power because then and only then can you do it in love

Answer 4

i don't know the answer to this question, but i love the answer you provided for my question, ... best answer, very well put.